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Faith in people is a really wierd thing.
It's not that I don't have any. It's just that human thing, where you always notice the stuff you don't expect.
Like when you have friends who talk big about how they want to be there for you, but then you find out it's only when it suits them.
Or when the people you don't think care show up to make sure you're doing ok.
The second seems to happen less. But everything seems some way or another. Perception is a funny thing, too.
I don't mind being alone. I don't need anyone else. That doesn't mean it would hurt to have someone else around to help out. I just don't know of anyone who can.
Well, I mean I do. Just no one wants to. I don't know if that's my fault.
The Knicks are in the process of losing again. It's too painful to watch sometimes.
I placed 17th out of 98 in the THE tourney I played in today. And 4th of 10 in the other tournament. That's pretty good. I almost made it into the prize pool in both games. But almost doesn't count. The only consolation I have is that I'm playing well and that if I keep it up, I have to be paid off sooner or later.
Other than that, I'm learning how to play the piano. I know girls like guys who dance, but since I'm not going to do that, I'll have to hope that chicks dig piano players too. My parents said I might get groupies. I said, yeah. Like Billy Joel. Dad asked if he had any girl groupies. I'm not sure.
It's not that I don't have any. It's just that human thing, where you always notice the stuff you don't expect.
Like when you have friends who talk big about how they want to be there for you, but then you find out it's only when it suits them.
Or when the people you don't think care show up to make sure you're doing ok.
The second seems to happen less. But everything seems some way or another. Perception is a funny thing, too.
I don't mind being alone. I don't need anyone else. That doesn't mean it would hurt to have someone else around to help out. I just don't know of anyone who can.
Well, I mean I do. Just no one wants to. I don't know if that's my fault.
The Knicks are in the process of losing again. It's too painful to watch sometimes.
I placed 17th out of 98 in the THE tourney I played in today. And 4th of 10 in the other tournament. That's pretty good. I almost made it into the prize pool in both games. But almost doesn't count. The only consolation I have is that I'm playing well and that if I keep it up, I have to be paid off sooner or later.
Other than that, I'm learning how to play the piano. I know girls like guys who dance, but since I'm not going to do that, I'll have to hope that chicks dig piano players too. My parents said I might get groupies. I said, yeah. Like Billy Joel. Dad asked if he had any girl groupies. I'm not sure.