if this scene were a parish you'd all be condemned
so i came to chicago this weekend to spend time with my dad. i had shit to do and yet i caleed it all just to spend time with my dad who i havent seen in in a month. i have been off work since 3pm friday. it is now 10pm sunday. i have spent like 4-5 hours with my dad and maybe an hour talking about serious topics that need to be discussed.
he promised to meet me at 4 on friday and i didnt see him until 515. he then left me alone in the car for a 1/2 hour and then spent the 40 minute car ride on the phone. he has now either been on his phone or ignoring me to play with angelica. and when she is napping he leaves me with her for hours at a time. im am so pissed. i feel like i am an outsider on his picture perfect family. he even said triz is thinking of moving to el paso so they will stay down there. how the fuck i will i visit him?!?! he was like well rack up some frequent flyer miles. he never fucking listens.
on a lighter note, well....not really a lighter note because im confused as fuck. so i have a slight crush. i use the word slight because i find the guy cute but im not dying without him. but there are a couple snags.
1. he is one of my brother's friends
2. im 99.9% sure he sees me as only a friends little sister.
what the fuck do i do?
he promised to meet me at 4 on friday and i didnt see him until 515. he then left me alone in the car for a 1/2 hour and then spent the 40 minute car ride on the phone. he has now either been on his phone or ignoring me to play with angelica. and when she is napping he leaves me with her for hours at a time. im am so pissed. i feel like i am an outsider on his picture perfect family. he even said triz is thinking of moving to el paso so they will stay down there. how the fuck i will i visit him?!?! he was like well rack up some frequent flyer miles. he never fucking listens.
on a lighter note, well....not really a lighter note because im confused as fuck. so i have a slight crush. i use the word slight because i find the guy cute but im not dying without him. but there are a couple snags.
1. he is one of my brother's friends
2. im 99.9% sure he sees me as only a friends little sister.
what the fuck do i do?