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May 14, 2005 01:32

I had a lot of time to think today, and a lot came up. My 21st birthday is coming up, and I was really wishing to be able to talk to my friends about it. But it seems that only one has cared to do anything about it. I have been feeling very much alone these past couple of weeks. But I have realized something very important, I have always been alone. My friends aren't going to be here for me, as they weren't in New York. It's not their fault, but they didn't stop the decay either. Karen, you were afraid that my dream did have prophecy, I confirm your fears, they are coming to pass. For the rest of you, it was a dream in which we were all in a maze, and I was the only one to make it out to the other side, in which a girl was waiting for me. She told me that I had great power, but to fully use it, I was going to have to abandon almost every single friendship I had in the past. I am starting to see the truth in this dream. But I will allow my "friends" to trying and contact me with the reason I should keep them around. I grow tired of asking who my real friends are. If you are, answer the call. You need a phone number, it's 678-969-9753. Scott, so far you are the only one I have. I have faith in about maybe two others, but both of them have been wavering as of late. I find it funny, I have been talking about my dark side, and on the 19th, we get to see the fall to the dark side of one Anakin Skywalker. Revenge of the Sith comes out next week, I have read the book, I suggest you all see the movie. Like I said though, you want to be my friend, you have to contact me. I will give you until June 15th.
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