You didn't have to, but you could have. Perhaps it wasn't necessary, perhaps you shouldn't have offered in the first place. It bothers you. Niggles at the back of your mind. Persistent enough for you to mention it in a public post
You act like you don't want to talk about it, but obviously you do.
Yes, alright, fine. It does bother me that I offered, because it ended up not being necessary anyway. Granted, what we did to get out of there was daft and we both could have died. I don't want John to think I offer such things lightly, when I hate everything about what I offered.
I wonder if I should have kept my big mouth shut. Right after, he started asking all sorts of questions. He doesn't know anything about magic, and now he's going to have the wrong idea about me.
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No point feeling guilty over it.
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I never said I feel guilty.
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But you do.
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Who cares if I do or don't?
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You care.
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Is there a point to this?
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You tell me, you brought it up.
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You act like you don't want to talk about it, but obviously you do.
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I wonder if I should have kept my big mouth shut. Right after, he started asking all sorts of questions. He doesn't know anything about magic, and now he's going to have the wrong idea about me.
Happy now?
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... Don't underestimate John's capacity to believe the best of people.
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He doesn't need to believe the best of me, I just don't want him believing the worst.
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