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Last night a "grey" visited me. Although my "Greys" arent grey at all, they're white. Almost with a white haze around them too, like they are glowing?
Anyway, There was only one, and he(?)* took me into s small boxy room which looked to be part of a small house. The walls were cream colored and I remember a rust colored lamp. I was seated on a bench that seemed to be apart of the wall. He sat down beside me to my right, but he had made himself look like one of my good guy friends (we'll call this human guy friend "A")(with a small dangely feather? earring in the left ear) so I would be more comfortable. (I was almost leaning serenly on his shoulder. I dont know if it was because I have not seen my good friend "A" in a couple years -so I was happy- or something else).
He told me that the last time he had seen me was from 1959-1974.
We had some more casual conversation. He was telling me about then and whats going on now. Unfortunately I dont remember any of it. I just know I was very comfortable with him and made sure to remember "1959-1974"
he then changed to look like a girl (that i dont know) who had blonde hair and bangs and a ponytail and kinda looked ditzy. We then floated around the room a little bit.
I think I remember something about a greenhouse too. but that was the end.
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analysis
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I dont know if I felt relaxed and happy becase I was seeing "A", one of my best friends I havent seen in awhile, OR if it was the alien itself.
Im trying to figure out the 1959-1974 part. Was this a past life? Is it only a section of it or did I only live to be 15? Am I really an alien(starseed) here in a human body and maybe we were in space bootcamp together or something?
He seemed sad/guitly that it had been awhile he hadnt contacted/visited me. I got the feeling he couldnt though- like he was on another mission and couldnt get away to visit. I'm wondering if hes on vacation or now has time to visit me. Actually, I think I would like that. We chatted and I was relaxed with him. Once again, these feelings could just be because he was disguising himself as "A". Hmm, maybe he chose to look like "A" specifically for the reason I would be comfortable with him. But I think i would like him to visit again so maybe i can find out more about myself (and remember it).
It has been 31 years since 1974, although I got the feeling in human time, that's only like 1-2 years of not seeing someone.
It should be known that I have not seen a white "grey" since I was in elementary school- at least, not that I can remember.
*I say "he" because it seems to informal to say "it". Even if it is because he later appeared as "A"
Anyway, There was only one, and he(?)* took me into s small boxy room which looked to be part of a small house. The walls were cream colored and I remember a rust colored lamp. I was seated on a bench that seemed to be apart of the wall. He sat down beside me to my right, but he had made himself look like one of my good guy friends (we'll call this human guy friend "A")(with a small dangely feather? earring in the left ear) so I would be more comfortable. (I was almost leaning serenly on his shoulder. I dont know if it was because I have not seen my good friend "A" in a couple years -so I was happy- or something else).
He told me that the last time he had seen me was from 1959-1974.
We had some more casual conversation. He was telling me about then and whats going on now. Unfortunately I dont remember any of it. I just know I was very comfortable with him and made sure to remember "1959-1974"
he then changed to look like a girl (that i dont know) who had blonde hair and bangs and a ponytail and kinda looked ditzy. We then floated around the room a little bit.
I think I remember something about a greenhouse too. but that was the end.
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analysis
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I dont know if I felt relaxed and happy becase I was seeing "A", one of my best friends I havent seen in awhile, OR if it was the alien itself.
Im trying to figure out the 1959-1974 part. Was this a past life? Is it only a section of it or did I only live to be 15? Am I really an alien(starseed) here in a human body and maybe we were in space bootcamp together or something?
He seemed sad/guitly that it had been awhile he hadnt contacted/visited me. I got the feeling he couldnt though- like he was on another mission and couldnt get away to visit. I'm wondering if hes on vacation or now has time to visit me. Actually, I think I would like that. We chatted and I was relaxed with him. Once again, these feelings could just be because he was disguising himself as "A". Hmm, maybe he chose to look like "A" specifically for the reason I would be comfortable with him. But I think i would like him to visit again so maybe i can find out more about myself (and remember it).
It has been 31 years since 1974, although I got the feeling in human time, that's only like 1-2 years of not seeing someone.
It should be known that I have not seen a white "grey" since I was in elementary school- at least, not that I can remember.
*I say "he" because it seems to informal to say "it". Even if it is because he later appeared as "A"