May 18, 2006 02:01
This morning when I woke up, Harry had already left. I must have been dead tired last night because I don’t remember a thing after leaving Hagrid’s hut. We had just finished the End-of-year feast, and we went over there for brandies and squash cakes.
It’s just as well that he did leave early because I felt really strange when I got up. Normally, I have the worst kinds of horrible nightmares. I’ve even had to use mood spells to keep myself from falling into suicidal depressions again. But this morning, I woke up, and I hadn’t dreamed at all. I felt refreshed, happy (although I’m not sure why), and somehow fulfilled.
It was the most incredible, amazing feeling.
I hope I have more mornings like this.
It was probably because I got to see Harry again yesterday. We really ought to spend more time together. I wonder if he’d be willing to move in with me again. The old Grimmauld Place is going to be so lonely if I’m living there alone.