Goodbye
Today was hard. Harder than I thought it would be. I lost it three times. Once in the viewing room. God, she looked so pretty and peaceful. Met her ex-boyfriend from Chicago. Hugged peggy. Hugged April twice... She's so tall. I mean really tall. Caleb was the hardest. I lost it with him too. He was so sad and red faced. It was hard to tell them that I wouldn't be there for dinner tonight, but told them I would be there tomorrow. Charie is totally different and taller than me slightly. She told me about the day Aurora died. In some ways I'm glad I know, but in others not so much. My sister lost it once, probably because of me. I was having a rougher time than I thought and caused my sister to get real sad too.
The pot luck is at noon tomorrow... and the memorial and memories is at 10, but I have to call my mom for the location.
Getting ready for the play now... I'm a bit emotion out now. Is it always that hard to say good bye? Tomorrow will be harder.
The pot luck is at noon tomorrow... and the memorial and memories is at 10, but I have to call my mom for the location.
Getting ready for the play now... I'm a bit emotion out now. Is it always that hard to say good bye? Tomorrow will be harder.