null to the bone
Medium: TV
Fandom: 24
Subject: Renee Walker & Jack Bauer
Title: Null Imprint
01. someone to trust ~ bear mccreary
(instrumental)
02. rain song ~ cold
when it rains i don’t mind / let me stand here all night
did she take her own life / let me know she's alright
and every time it rains / i feel her holding me
and everytime it rains / are the angels crying?
i'll stay strong / i'll be fine / carry on with my life
I’ll still stare at the sky / pray for rain / all the time
why'd you run? / did you hide? / why'd you leave, no goodbye?
when the clouds, take the sky / does the storm give you life?
i'll never be the same / i'll never be the same
be the same / be the same / be the same
03. for blue skies ~ strays don’t sleep
it’s been a long year / since we last spoke / how’s your halo? / just between you and i
i never believed you / i only wanted to / before all of this
what did i miss? / do you ever get homesick?
i can’t get used to it
i’ll never get used to it
i’m under that night / i’m under those same stars
we’re in a red car / you asleep at my side / going in and out of the headlights
could I have saved you?
would that’ve betrayed you?
i wanna burn this film / you alone with those pills
what you couldn’t do I will
i forgive you
for blue, blue skies / for blue, blue skies / for blue, blue skies
i’ll forgive you
04. you found me ~ the fray
where were you when everything was falling apart?
lost and insecure / you found me / you found me
lying on the floor surrounded / surrounded
why'd you have to wait? / where were you? / where were you?
just a little late / you found me / you found me
but in the end everyone ends up alone
losing her, the only one who's ever known / who i am, who i'm not and who i wanna be
no way to know how long she will be next to me
why'd you have to wait to find me?
05. loneliest girl in the world ~ cary brothers
you are the loneliest girl in the world / taking your hits as they come
you are the loneliest girl in the world / and tonight you'd fall for anyone
it's in the way you fall down to bed
it's in the way you cry when he's not looking
you are the loneliest girl in the world / i'll watch you die a thousand times again
you are the loneliest girl in the world / and i just want to make it go away
06. body ~ the servant
you’ve got to take your mind off him
like smoke your body comes
when you don’t know what you want / you end up finding that you haunt your own / your own life
you’re the daylight ghost that creeps / you’re the empty city streets and i
and i see you
something is slipping away / sometimes it feels like you don’t have a body
your skin is cellophane / you know i feel the same
always lying saying you’re fine
07. somebody help me ~ full blown rose
i'm being haunted by a whisper / a chill comes over me
i've been trapped inside this moment / i'm not a victim, i'm not a freak
free me / before i slip away
heal me / wake me from this day
can somebody help me?
i've seen the face of my affliction / of my reality
i'm being tortured by the future / of things that are yet to be
now, I'm not a hero... no / but the weight of the world's is on my soul
these imagines burn my eyes / they're burning me up inside
08. full of grace ~ sarah mclachlan
the winter here is cold, and bitter / it's chilled us to the bone
i feel just like i’m sinking / and i claw for solid ground
i’m pulled down by the undertow / i never thought i could feel so low
and oh, darkness, i feel like letting go
if all the of the strength and all of the courage / come and lift me from this place
i know i can love you much better than this
full of grace
full of grace
my love
it's better this way, i say / having seen this place before / where everything we say and do / hurts us all the more.
it’s just that we stayed, too long / in the same old sickly skin
i know i can love you much better than this
it’s better this way
09. pretty girl (the way) ~ sugarcult
pretty girl is suffering / while he confesses everything
pretty soon she'll figure out / what his intentions were about
and that's what you get for falling again / you can never get him outta your head
it’s the way that he makes you feel / it’s the way that he kisses you / it’s the way that he makes you fall in love
she's beautiful as usual / with bruises on her ego and / her killer instinct tells her to / be aware of evil men
it’s the way that he makes you cry
it’s the way that he's in your mind
it’s the way that he makes you fall in love
10. afraid ~ sarah fimm
i'd like to hold you close / make you feel safe / not so afraid of yourself
i'd like to help you suffer less / not be so locked up in your thoughts / afraid of love and all under the sun
i'll hide out in your space / emptiness on my face
i'll be keeping you safe / when you're cold and alone
until you come out and play
i'd like to know you more / tell you you're fine
even though you're not
when you worry so much / it makes me want to cry
fragile like the leaves come fall / red yellow gold / i love them all
i guess its just the way we love
here i am, i don't wanna come out
null to the bone, i don't wanna come out
i've been dead, and i wanna come out
call my name, cause i wanna come out
11. understanding ~ evanescence
"you hold the answers deep within your own mind / consciously, you've forgotten it
that's the way the human mind works / whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us to entertain, we reject it / we erase it from our memories / but the imprint is always there."
the pain that grips you/ the fear that binds you / releases life in me
in our mutual / shame we hide our eyes / to blind them from the truth / that finds a way from who we are
please don't be afraid/ when the darkness fades away / the dawn will break the silence / screaming in our hearts
my love for you still grows / this i do for you
before I try to fight the truth my final time
lying beside you / listening to you breathe / the life that flows inside of you / burns inside of me
hold and speak to me / of love without a sound / tell me you will live through this / and i will die for you
cast me not away / say you'll be with me / for i know i cannot / bear it all alone
"you're not alone, honey / never... never.”
can't fight it all away
can't hope it all away
can't scream it all away
it just won't fade away
can't wash it all away
can't wish it all away
can't cry it all away
can't scratch it all away
"but the imprint is always there / nothing is ever really forgotten”
12. 3 libras ~ a perfect circle
threw you the obvious and you flew / with it on your back / a name in your recollection / thrown down among a million same
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed / and passed over / when i've looked right through / to see you naked and oblivious
and
you don't
see me.
but i threw you the obvious/ just to see if there's more behind the eyes / of a fallen angel
the eyes of a tragedy / here i am expecting just a little bit / too much from the wounded
but i see through it all / and see you
so i threw you the obvious / to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy
oh well
apparently nothing
you don't see me
you don't see me at all
13. stay with me ~ clint mansell & kronos quartet
(instrumental)
14. too tired ~ jen colella
all i want is to be taken care of / and there's no one inside there who can
i keep hoping this is all some lousy dream / i don't want to reminisce / i want to scream
look at us, now is it any wonder / that we're both such a pitiful mess
we're just kids trapped inside of these bodies / how we get by is anyone's guess
is this the way life's always gonna be?
well if that's the case i think you'd better sleep with me
i'm too tired not to be with you / i'm too sad i feel too bad and i can't deal with anyone new
it's either that or do myself harm
look i know this isn't very romantic / but it may be again by and by
i could say don't come back till you've wised up / try to change you but then again why?
i know you and we get along okay / and you've made it clear you want me back
i’m too tired not to be with you / i'm too fried and cold inside and i need to feel a little less blue
but i'm too wired to stop and think this through
i just want to disappear / and wake up some time next year
oh this is wrong i know and it's so long ago that i looked at you from here
just let me love you / i don't know what else to do
cause i'm too tired / i'm so tired
i'm too tired / im so tired
i'm too tired, not to be with you
15. franklin ~ paramore
and when we get home, i know we won't be home at all
this place we live, it is not where we belong
could you help me push aside all that i have left behind? (everything has changed)
so we stand here now and no one knows us at all / iwon't get used to this
i won't get used to being gone
and going back won't feel the same if we aren't staying / going back to get away after everything has changed
taking up our time / taking up our time / taking up our time
it's taking up our time we can't / go back, we can't go back at all
cause you remind me of a time when we were so alive
do you remember that?
do you remember that?
16. blurry ~ puddle of mudd
everything's so blurry / and everyone's so fake / and everybody's empty / and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you / i cannot live at all / my whole world surrounds you / i stumble then i crawl
can you take it all away / can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face / this pain you gave to me
everyone is changing / there's no one left that's real
to make up your own ending / and let me know just how you feel
you could be my someone / you know that i will save you / from all of the unclean
i wonder what you're doing / i wonder where you are
there's oceans in between us / but that's not very far
nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to run away
17. shattered ~ trading yesterday
yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
the future's open wide beyond believing / to know why hope dies
losing what was found, a world so hollow / suspended in a compromise
and finding answers / is forgetting all of the questions we called home
passing the graves of the unknown
and the reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
this day's ending is the proof of time killing all the faith I know / knowing that faith is all I hold
and I've lost who i am
and i can't understand
why my heart is so broken
rejecting your love
without
love gone wrong
life less words
carry on
but i know
all i know
is that the end’s beginning
who i am from the start
take me home to my heart
let me go
and i will run
i will not be silenced
all this time spent in vain
wasted years
wasted gain
all is lost
hope remains
and this war's not over
there's a light
there's the sun
taking all the shattered ones
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Fandom: 24
Subject: Renee Walker & Jack Bauer
Title: Null Imprint
01. someone to trust ~ bear mccreary
(instrumental)
02. rain song ~ cold
when it rains i don’t mind / let me stand here all night
did she take her own life / let me know she's alright
and every time it rains / i feel her holding me
and everytime it rains / are the angels crying?
i'll stay strong / i'll be fine / carry on with my life
I’ll still stare at the sky / pray for rain / all the time
why'd you run? / did you hide? / why'd you leave, no goodbye?
when the clouds, take the sky / does the storm give you life?
i'll never be the same / i'll never be the same
be the same / be the same / be the same
03. for blue skies ~ strays don’t sleep
it’s been a long year / since we last spoke / how’s your halo? / just between you and i
i never believed you / i only wanted to / before all of this
what did i miss? / do you ever get homesick?
i can’t get used to it
i’ll never get used to it
i’m under that night / i’m under those same stars
we’re in a red car / you asleep at my side / going in and out of the headlights
could I have saved you?
would that’ve betrayed you?
i wanna burn this film / you alone with those pills
what you couldn’t do I will
i forgive you
for blue, blue skies / for blue, blue skies / for blue, blue skies
i’ll forgive you
04. you found me ~ the fray
where were you when everything was falling apart?
lost and insecure / you found me / you found me
lying on the floor surrounded / surrounded
why'd you have to wait? / where were you? / where were you?
just a little late / you found me / you found me
but in the end everyone ends up alone
losing her, the only one who's ever known / who i am, who i'm not and who i wanna be
no way to know how long she will be next to me
why'd you have to wait to find me?
05. loneliest girl in the world ~ cary brothers
you are the loneliest girl in the world / taking your hits as they come
you are the loneliest girl in the world / and tonight you'd fall for anyone
it's in the way you fall down to bed
it's in the way you cry when he's not looking
you are the loneliest girl in the world / i'll watch you die a thousand times again
you are the loneliest girl in the world / and i just want to make it go away
06. body ~ the servant
you’ve got to take your mind off him
like smoke your body comes
when you don’t know what you want / you end up finding that you haunt your own / your own life
you’re the daylight ghost that creeps / you’re the empty city streets and i
and i see you
something is slipping away / sometimes it feels like you don’t have a body
your skin is cellophane / you know i feel the same
always lying saying you’re fine
07. somebody help me ~ full blown rose
i'm being haunted by a whisper / a chill comes over me
i've been trapped inside this moment / i'm not a victim, i'm not a freak
free me / before i slip away
heal me / wake me from this day
can somebody help me?
i've seen the face of my affliction / of my reality
i'm being tortured by the future / of things that are yet to be
now, I'm not a hero... no / but the weight of the world's is on my soul
these imagines burn my eyes / they're burning me up inside
08. full of grace ~ sarah mclachlan
the winter here is cold, and bitter / it's chilled us to the bone
i feel just like i’m sinking / and i claw for solid ground
i’m pulled down by the undertow / i never thought i could feel so low
and oh, darkness, i feel like letting go
if all the of the strength and all of the courage / come and lift me from this place
i know i can love you much better than this
full of grace
full of grace
my love
it's better this way, i say / having seen this place before / where everything we say and do / hurts us all the more.
it’s just that we stayed, too long / in the same old sickly skin
i know i can love you much better than this
it’s better this way
09. pretty girl (the way) ~ sugarcult
pretty girl is suffering / while he confesses everything
pretty soon she'll figure out / what his intentions were about
and that's what you get for falling again / you can never get him outta your head
it’s the way that he makes you feel / it’s the way that he kisses you / it’s the way that he makes you fall in love
she's beautiful as usual / with bruises on her ego and / her killer instinct tells her to / be aware of evil men
it’s the way that he makes you cry
it’s the way that he's in your mind
it’s the way that he makes you fall in love
10. afraid ~ sarah fimm
i'd like to hold you close / make you feel safe / not so afraid of yourself
i'd like to help you suffer less / not be so locked up in your thoughts / afraid of love and all under the sun
i'll hide out in your space / emptiness on my face
i'll be keeping you safe / when you're cold and alone
until you come out and play
i'd like to know you more / tell you you're fine
even though you're not
when you worry so much / it makes me want to cry
fragile like the leaves come fall / red yellow gold / i love them all
i guess its just the way we love
here i am, i don't wanna come out
null to the bone, i don't wanna come out
i've been dead, and i wanna come out
call my name, cause i wanna come out
11. understanding ~ evanescence
"you hold the answers deep within your own mind / consciously, you've forgotten it
that's the way the human mind works / whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us to entertain, we reject it / we erase it from our memories / but the imprint is always there."
the pain that grips you/ the fear that binds you / releases life in me
in our mutual / shame we hide our eyes / to blind them from the truth / that finds a way from who we are
please don't be afraid/ when the darkness fades away / the dawn will break the silence / screaming in our hearts
my love for you still grows / this i do for you
before I try to fight the truth my final time
lying beside you / listening to you breathe / the life that flows inside of you / burns inside of me
hold and speak to me / of love without a sound / tell me you will live through this / and i will die for you
cast me not away / say you'll be with me / for i know i cannot / bear it all alone
"you're not alone, honey / never... never.”
can't fight it all away
can't hope it all away
can't scream it all away
it just won't fade away
can't wash it all away
can't wish it all away
can't cry it all away
can't scratch it all away
"but the imprint is always there / nothing is ever really forgotten”
12. 3 libras ~ a perfect circle
threw you the obvious and you flew / with it on your back / a name in your recollection / thrown down among a million same
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed / and passed over / when i've looked right through / to see you naked and oblivious
and
you don't
see me.
but i threw you the obvious/ just to see if there's more behind the eyes / of a fallen angel
the eyes of a tragedy / here i am expecting just a little bit / too much from the wounded
but i see through it all / and see you
so i threw you the obvious / to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy
oh well
apparently nothing
you don't see me
you don't see me at all
13. stay with me ~ clint mansell & kronos quartet
(instrumental)
14. too tired ~ jen colella
all i want is to be taken care of / and there's no one inside there who can
i keep hoping this is all some lousy dream / i don't want to reminisce / i want to scream
look at us, now is it any wonder / that we're both such a pitiful mess
we're just kids trapped inside of these bodies / how we get by is anyone's guess
is this the way life's always gonna be?
well if that's the case i think you'd better sleep with me
i'm too tired not to be with you / i'm too sad i feel too bad and i can't deal with anyone new
it's either that or do myself harm
look i know this isn't very romantic / but it may be again by and by
i could say don't come back till you've wised up / try to change you but then again why?
i know you and we get along okay / and you've made it clear you want me back
i’m too tired not to be with you / i'm too fried and cold inside and i need to feel a little less blue
but i'm too wired to stop and think this through
i just want to disappear / and wake up some time next year
oh this is wrong i know and it's so long ago that i looked at you from here
just let me love you / i don't know what else to do
cause i'm too tired / i'm so tired
i'm too tired / im so tired
i'm too tired, not to be with you
15. franklin ~ paramore
and when we get home, i know we won't be home at all
this place we live, it is not where we belong
could you help me push aside all that i have left behind? (everything has changed)
so we stand here now and no one knows us at all / iwon't get used to this
i won't get used to being gone
and going back won't feel the same if we aren't staying / going back to get away after everything has changed
taking up our time / taking up our time / taking up our time
it's taking up our time we can't / go back, we can't go back at all
cause you remind me of a time when we were so alive
do you remember that?
do you remember that?
16. blurry ~ puddle of mudd
everything's so blurry / and everyone's so fake / and everybody's empty / and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you / i cannot live at all / my whole world surrounds you / i stumble then i crawl
can you take it all away / can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face / this pain you gave to me
everyone is changing / there's no one left that's real
to make up your own ending / and let me know just how you feel
you could be my someone / you know that i will save you / from all of the unclean
i wonder what you're doing / i wonder where you are
there's oceans in between us / but that's not very far
nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to run away
17. shattered ~ trading yesterday
yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
the future's open wide beyond believing / to know why hope dies
losing what was found, a world so hollow / suspended in a compromise
and finding answers / is forgetting all of the questions we called home
passing the graves of the unknown
and the reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
this day's ending is the proof of time killing all the faith I know / knowing that faith is all I hold
and I've lost who i am
and i can't understand
why my heart is so broken
rejecting your love
without
love gone wrong
life less words
carry on
but i know
all i know
is that the end’s beginning
who i am from the start
take me home to my heart
let me go
and i will run
i will not be silenced
all this time spent in vain
wasted years
wasted gain
all is lost
hope remains
and this war's not over
there's a light
there's the sun
taking all the shattered ones
download