there is a fire inside that has started a riot about to explode into flames
This is what I do instead of homework. Oopsie.
Medium: TV
Fandom: 24
Subject: Renee Walker
Title: Hurricane Derail
Warnings: Spoilers through 8.08
Notes: This mix is very dark and angry, because Renee is a dark and angry character. And I am kind of seriously crushing on her.
Comments are love!!
This mix starts with Renee coming to CTU and agreeing to go back under cover, and her quick trip downhill from there. Deals with her (seriously bad-ass) playing with Ziya and her escalating dealings with Leoben Vladimir, and a bit of the fallout. And hopefully doesn't end on too depressing of a note.
01. overture ~ ...and you will know us by the trail of the dead
(instrumental)
02. when angels fly away ~ cold
i'll make a soldiers decision to fly away
load my gun, paint my face, call me misery
i can see the sky light up and the ground explode
got my sights locked in i can see you breathe
then i watched you fall and somebody scream
its the saddest thing when angels fly away
i cant be home tonight
i'll make it back its alright
no one could ever love me half as good as you
03. seizure of power ~ marilyn manson
(instrumental)
04. what have you done now ~ within temptation ft. keith caputo
would you mind if i hurt you?
understand that i need to
i won’t show mercy on you now
would you mind if i killed you?
would you mind if i tried to?
cause you have turned into my worst enemy
you carry hate that i don’t feel
it’s over now
what you done?
i will not fall
won’t let it go
we will be free when it ends
05. demons ~ brian mcfadden
have you ever been lost in a different world
where everything you once knew is gone
and you find yourself powerless
with everything that exists
you're numb
will i ever break free?
i searched my world but i can't find you
you're standing there but i can't touch you
try to talk but the words are just not there
i can feel a sense of danger
you stare at me like i'm a stranger
paralyzed and you don't seem to care
the demons in my dreams
if you become a nobody
blind to your family
who would you be?
and life has gone into reverse
re-living every hurt
along the way
everything that you fear is calling you and drawing near
wake me up and let's go,
i'm about to explode
06. rebirthing ~ skillet
i lie here paraletic inside this soul
screaming for you 'til my throat is numb
i wanna break out
i need a way out
i don’t believe that it’s gotta be this way
the worst is the waiting
in this womb I’m suffocating
rebirthing now
breathe for the first time now
i come alive somehow
i lie here lifeless in this cocoon
shedding my skin cause I’m ready to
tell me when i’m gonna live again
tell me when this fear will end
tell me when i’m gonna feel inside
tell me when i’ll feel alive
07. dance with the devil ~ breaking benjamin
here i stand, helpless and left for dead
close your eyes, so many days go by
easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right
i believe in you
i can show you that i can see right through all your empty lies
i won't stay long, in this world so wrong
trembling, crawling across my skin
feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine
say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight
don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight
08. get out alive ~ three days grace
don't put your life in someone's hands
they're bound to steal it away
don't hide your mistakes
'cause they'll find you, burn you
this is my last time she said
as she faded away
if you want to get out alive
run for your life
if i stay it won't be long
'till i'm burning on the inside
if i go i can only hope
that i make it to the other side
09. darker side of life ~ edgard jaude
(instrumental)
10. white flag ~ morgan & the hidden hands
you can't run from me
i know just what you smell like
go and try
just know i've hunted you in past life
you'll raise your white flag
if you know what's good for you
maybe last lifetime you got away
11. hurricane ~ 30 seconds to mars ft. kanye west
no matter how many times that you told me you wanted to leave
no matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn't breathe
no matter how many nights did you lie wide awake to the sound of the pausing rain
(as the days go by the night's on fire)
tell me would you kill to save a life?
tell me would you kill to prove you're right?
crash, crash, burn
let it all burn
this hurricane's chasing us all underground
no matter how many deaths that i die, i will never forget
no matter how many lies that i live, i will never regret
there is a fire inside that has started a riot about to explode into flames
you say you're wrong, you're wrong, i'm right, i'm right, you're wrong, we fight
ok, i'm running from the light, running from the day to night
oh, the quiet silence defines our misery
the riot inside keeps trying to visit me
no matter how we try, it's too much history
too many bad notes playing in our symphony
so let it breathe, let it fly, let it go
let it fall, let it crash, burn slow
do you really want me dead or alive to torture for my sins?
do you really want me dead or alive to live a lie?
12. sad happy ~ cold
she was only trying to breathe
her broken nails had sliced his skin
as he bruised her face she fades away again
when she came to at the scene
a fevered wind and a match in hand
as she watched the flames she felt alive again
13. weapon ~ the matthew good band
here by my side; an angel
here by my side; the devil
never turn your back on me again
here by my side, you are destruction
here by my side, a new color to paint the world
here by my side, its heaven
careful,
you be careful
this is where the world drops off
and you breathe in
and you breathe out
for it, ain't it so weird
how it makes you a weapon
and you give in
and you give out
14. downfall ~ trust company
fear in me so deep it gets the best of me,
in the fear i fall, here it comes face to face with me
here i stand hold back so no one can see
i feel these wounds, step down, step down, step down
(am i) breaking down
can i break away
push me away, make me fall
just to see, another side of me
push me away, you can see
what i see, the other side of me
no one can see anything on the other side of me
i walk, i crawl, loosing everything and waiting for the downfall
15. this is all i am ~ autovein
how did the time fly
and where went my ego
and when did the wine dry
and where did the year go
and why did it feel much faster than the one before?
how can i feel
when i can't feel a thing?
lost in the wheel
i am abandoning
all that i know
has it all come to this
a place where i go
oh and imagining if
this is all i am
16. wasted years ~ cold
there's a game life plays
makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
like to take some time
clear away everything i've planned
was it life i've betrayed
for the shape that i'm in
it's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did i drink too much
could i disappear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years
if i could change my life
be a simple kind of man
try to do the best i can
if i could take the sides
i'd derail every path i could
i'm about to die
won't you clear away from me
give me strength to fly away
17. better ~ plumb
there is no strength in trying to break me, no
i don't want to care
and i don't want to hate
and i don't want to see you fall too far away
all because of fear
'cause when you're afraid
you lash out at me
when you say all the things that you never meant to say
and try to break me
I don't want to hate
I don't want to be broken
I don't want to hate you
but in the end
what leaves you broken
in the end
makes you better
18. elegy ~ bear mccreary
(instrumental)
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Medium: TV
Fandom: 24
Subject: Renee Walker
Title: Hurricane Derail
Warnings: Spoilers through 8.08
Notes: This mix is very dark and angry, because Renee is a dark and angry character. And I am kind of seriously crushing on her.
Comments are love!!
This mix starts with Renee coming to CTU and agreeing to go back under cover, and her quick trip downhill from there. Deals with her (seriously bad-ass) playing with Ziya and her escalating dealings with Leoben Vladimir, and a bit of the fallout. And hopefully doesn't end on too depressing of a note.
01. overture ~ ...and you will know us by the trail of the dead
(instrumental)
02. when angels fly away ~ cold
i'll make a soldiers decision to fly away
load my gun, paint my face, call me misery
i can see the sky light up and the ground explode
got my sights locked in i can see you breathe
then i watched you fall and somebody scream
its the saddest thing when angels fly away
i cant be home tonight
i'll make it back its alright
no one could ever love me half as good as you
03. seizure of power ~ marilyn manson
(instrumental)
04. what have you done now ~ within temptation ft. keith caputo
would you mind if i hurt you?
understand that i need to
i won’t show mercy on you now
would you mind if i killed you?
would you mind if i tried to?
cause you have turned into my worst enemy
you carry hate that i don’t feel
it’s over now
what you done?
i will not fall
won’t let it go
we will be free when it ends
05. demons ~ brian mcfadden
have you ever been lost in a different world
where everything you once knew is gone
and you find yourself powerless
with everything that exists
you're numb
will i ever break free?
i searched my world but i can't find you
you're standing there but i can't touch you
try to talk but the words are just not there
i can feel a sense of danger
you stare at me like i'm a stranger
paralyzed and you don't seem to care
the demons in my dreams
if you become a nobody
blind to your family
who would you be?
and life has gone into reverse
re-living every hurt
along the way
everything that you fear is calling you and drawing near
wake me up and let's go,
i'm about to explode
06. rebirthing ~ skillet
i lie here paraletic inside this soul
screaming for you 'til my throat is numb
i wanna break out
i need a way out
i don’t believe that it’s gotta be this way
the worst is the waiting
in this womb I’m suffocating
rebirthing now
breathe for the first time now
i come alive somehow
i lie here lifeless in this cocoon
shedding my skin cause I’m ready to
tell me when i’m gonna live again
tell me when this fear will end
tell me when i’m gonna feel inside
tell me when i’ll feel alive
07. dance with the devil ~ breaking benjamin
here i stand, helpless and left for dead
close your eyes, so many days go by
easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right
i believe in you
i can show you that i can see right through all your empty lies
i won't stay long, in this world so wrong
trembling, crawling across my skin
feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine
say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight
don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight
08. get out alive ~ three days grace
don't put your life in someone's hands
they're bound to steal it away
don't hide your mistakes
'cause they'll find you, burn you
this is my last time she said
as she faded away
if you want to get out alive
run for your life
if i stay it won't be long
'till i'm burning on the inside
if i go i can only hope
that i make it to the other side
09. darker side of life ~ edgard jaude
(instrumental)
10. white flag ~ morgan & the hidden hands
you can't run from me
i know just what you smell like
go and try
just know i've hunted you in past life
you'll raise your white flag
if you know what's good for you
maybe last lifetime you got away
11. hurricane ~ 30 seconds to mars ft. kanye west
no matter how many times that you told me you wanted to leave
no matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn't breathe
no matter how many nights did you lie wide awake to the sound of the pausing rain
(as the days go by the night's on fire)
tell me would you kill to save a life?
tell me would you kill to prove you're right?
crash, crash, burn
let it all burn
this hurricane's chasing us all underground
no matter how many deaths that i die, i will never forget
no matter how many lies that i live, i will never regret
there is a fire inside that has started a riot about to explode into flames
you say you're wrong, you're wrong, i'm right, i'm right, you're wrong, we fight
ok, i'm running from the light, running from the day to night
oh, the quiet silence defines our misery
the riot inside keeps trying to visit me
no matter how we try, it's too much history
too many bad notes playing in our symphony
so let it breathe, let it fly, let it go
let it fall, let it crash, burn slow
do you really want me dead or alive to torture for my sins?
do you really want me dead or alive to live a lie?
12. sad happy ~ cold
she was only trying to breathe
her broken nails had sliced his skin
as he bruised her face she fades away again
when she came to at the scene
a fevered wind and a match in hand
as she watched the flames she felt alive again
13. weapon ~ the matthew good band
here by my side; an angel
here by my side; the devil
never turn your back on me again
here by my side, you are destruction
here by my side, a new color to paint the world
here by my side, its heaven
careful,
you be careful
this is where the world drops off
and you breathe in
and you breathe out
for it, ain't it so weird
how it makes you a weapon
and you give in
and you give out
14. downfall ~ trust company
fear in me so deep it gets the best of me,
in the fear i fall, here it comes face to face with me
here i stand hold back so no one can see
i feel these wounds, step down, step down, step down
(am i) breaking down
can i break away
push me away, make me fall
just to see, another side of me
push me away, you can see
what i see, the other side of me
no one can see anything on the other side of me
i walk, i crawl, loosing everything and waiting for the downfall
15. this is all i am ~ autovein
how did the time fly
and where went my ego
and when did the wine dry
and where did the year go
and why did it feel much faster than the one before?
how can i feel
when i can't feel a thing?
lost in the wheel
i am abandoning
all that i know
has it all come to this
a place where i go
oh and imagining if
this is all i am
16. wasted years ~ cold
there's a game life plays
makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
like to take some time
clear away everything i've planned
was it life i've betrayed
for the shape that i'm in
it's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did i drink too much
could i disappear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years
if i could change my life
be a simple kind of man
try to do the best i can
if i could take the sides
i'd derail every path i could
i'm about to die
won't you clear away from me
give me strength to fly away
17. better ~ plumb
there is no strength in trying to break me, no
i don't want to care
and i don't want to hate
and i don't want to see you fall too far away
all because of fear
'cause when you're afraid
you lash out at me
when you say all the things that you never meant to say
and try to break me
I don't want to hate
I don't want to be broken
I don't want to hate you
but in the end
what leaves you broken
in the end
makes you better
18. elegy ~ bear mccreary
(instrumental)
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