i have some unhealthy love/fear fascination with addiction.
what a hideously gorgeous way to kill yourself....
more on that here:
http://www.deviantart.com/view/23381098/http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23223915/ i sppologize in advance, some of you may not be able to access the second link because of Deviant art's policy on "mature content" pieces.