what if i saw you during spring break...

[sirfogs]

I just dont know what to do
With myself anymore
Cause i look down at you
And i wanna explore
But my heart explodes
Into a million pieces
just like the grain of sand
we talked about today
when i thought about holding your hand

And ocean waves
Are the only ones that can save me now
The salt water licks
At your open wounds, makes them heal
But I can't feel anything
I'm numb so i think of drowning
Yea, maybe then it'll drip down
Into my heart and help it mend
But its no use
Cause i know its bursting
The moment our eyes meet

I joke but i'm so jealous
Of him and you together
Look at our footprints
Perfect.
Until just like the next second
The waves wash it away
And the feeling is gone
But its there and i wish it would stay

Its more than a brotherly way
Now i'm starting to fight for air
Just a few mouthfuls will do
I wonder if you'd care
Knowing you would doesn't help
My constant arguement inside my head
And the judge is grabbing at
The same hammer banging in my head
But instead of all the madness
I'll just close my eyes and pray
For this all to end and when they open
I see me in your eyes.
And even if you dont, I know it.
You're my best fit.