jack and coke sucks
we're going down, down in an earlier round
and sugar we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
a loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
well last night was fucked up dude, but the day was good....
we'll after work jess came over and yeah it was a good time..dont know what to say about so many emotions going through my head, you know.
after jess left i went to flips house and they were having a little party and it was fun for like the first 3 hrs and all we had was jack daniels, i didnt like the stuff in the first place but i drank it anyways to take my mind off things for a while hehe (i love you but i need to stop thinking of you ALL THE TIME :) ) soo i drank like 5 shots and we we're all loaded. Brian Barnes,erika, me, flip, and A/C were crunked. a/c is way scary when he's drunk. i felt bad for flip because he was so loud. so anyways around 3 in the morning (i was asleep) i hear a "uafasdasdghahhhhhaa". It was a/c like puking his guts in a barrel in flips room, im lik fuck nO!!!!..flip was so gone he seemed to forget that his grandma was in the back room i wonder what he said to her in the morning with a puke bucket next to the bed...it was probably the weirdest moment in a LONG time. So i wake up at 5:30 and proceed to work...by the time i get there i was feeling really sick from the jack and i started vomiting at the end of flips road and it was really degrating feeling...i say to myself taht im fine so i go to work..then i puke in the office while telling my supervisor that i didnt feel great...all over the floor...really fucking embarassing, im never drinking the night before work anymore...so im home now, sick to my stomach im going to try to go to work at at noon. Im never drinking that shit EVER AGAIN!
so if you see me at a party with a hard alchol in my hand slap me and take it and put a beer in my hand.
ok now i can talk about jess, i was thinking about what i was going to say while i was writing that peice on my alcholism....
well i do love this girl more than everything, i figure being blunt about is the best way to do it, nevermind trying to use verses from a song anymore, its just so much easyier to say that this girl is amazing. I admit i was an ass for the last few months and i take full responsability. I got what i deserved...i guess..i dont know im lost without you period.
pray for me today, im getting massive shots today :-/
and sugar we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
a loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
well last night was fucked up dude, but the day was good....
we'll after work jess came over and yeah it was a good time..dont know what to say about so many emotions going through my head, you know.
after jess left i went to flips house and they were having a little party and it was fun for like the first 3 hrs and all we had was jack daniels, i didnt like the stuff in the first place but i drank it anyways to take my mind off things for a while hehe (i love you but i need to stop thinking of you ALL THE TIME :) ) soo i drank like 5 shots and we we're all loaded. Brian Barnes,erika, me, flip, and A/C were crunked. a/c is way scary when he's drunk. i felt bad for flip because he was so loud. so anyways around 3 in the morning (i was asleep) i hear a "uafasdasdghahhhhhaa". It was a/c like puking his guts in a barrel in flips room, im lik fuck nO!!!!..flip was so gone he seemed to forget that his grandma was in the back room i wonder what he said to her in the morning with a puke bucket next to the bed...it was probably the weirdest moment in a LONG time. So i wake up at 5:30 and proceed to work...by the time i get there i was feeling really sick from the jack and i started vomiting at the end of flips road and it was really degrating feeling...i say to myself taht im fine so i go to work..then i puke in the office while telling my supervisor that i didnt feel great...all over the floor...really fucking embarassing, im never drinking the night before work anymore...so im home now, sick to my stomach im going to try to go to work at at noon. Im never drinking that shit EVER AGAIN!
so if you see me at a party with a hard alchol in my hand slap me and take it and put a beer in my hand.
ok now i can talk about jess, i was thinking about what i was going to say while i was writing that peice on my alcholism....
well i do love this girl more than everything, i figure being blunt about is the best way to do it, nevermind trying to use verses from a song anymore, its just so much easyier to say that this girl is amazing. I admit i was an ass for the last few months and i take full responsability. I got what i deserved...i guess..i dont know im lost without you period.
pray for me today, im getting massive shots today :-/