Who: Blaine and Kurt (possibly Rachel later?)
When: Today, a couple hours before sirens.
Where: Their apartment
Summary: Kurt gets himself into trouble on the network and it brings back horrible memories. Blaine comes home and finds him.
Warnings: Triggery stuff with Kurt's memories of Yaha. Including descriptions of a panic attack. Tread with
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His hand slipped a little, ruining the edge of the cake, and he cursed.
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Kurt wasn't really the type or curse unless he was really upset. Blaine didn't think that he was saying words like that just because a cake didn't rise the way it was supposed to or something like that.
"Hey," he said when he saw Kurt in the kitchen. Then, realizing that Kurt couldn't really hear him. He said Kurt's name louder. "Kurt?"
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He kept trying. His eyes glazed over as he stared at the cake, the third one he'd completely screwed up. How was he supposed to have Christmas dinner for guests when he couldn't ice a damn cake, when he couldn't--
I want your virginity.
"Kurt?" Blaine's voice was finally audible over the sound of his music and he gasped in fright. "Blaine! Jesus, you scared me."
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He wasn't sure what Kurt was planning on doing with the cakes. It was possible he was making them for some kind of bake sale or to give them to friends. Blaine didn't want to just assume that he was baking while upset again.
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The oven's timer went off, and he tugged on his mitts to go and pull yet another cake out of it. He set it on top of the oven and stuck in a toothpick, ignoring the way Blaine was eyeing him warily.
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"Nothing," he said, just as his chest began to hurt and tighten. "N-nothing. I'm fine, I just can't really--" He tried to suck in a breath, and the pressure just felt worse. Tighter. Crushing. "I can't breathe. I can't--"
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"I can't breathe," he said again, as if Blaine wasn't leading him to the couch and sitting him down and soothing him. Kurt stared at the carpet, rocking back and forth, eyes wild and wet with tears.
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"S-sing," he managed to gasp out, still rocking. "Sing something?"
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He starts out with a feeble "Da-dada-da," because it's all that comes to mind. Then it turns into a song by a familiar artist with words that start, "I don't know if I can yell any louder..."
He keeps his hands on Kurt and knows that the song really isn't the best that it can be. The chorus turns a bit into pleading. "Please, please don't leave me."
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Blaine was real. Blaine was real and perfect and right there. Breathe. Breathe in and out. Slowly.
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