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Sep 05, 2011 19:40

Who: Shiroe and Daedalus.
When: Monday morning.
Where: Ye olde Diner.
Summary: There are ... a lot of things they need to talk on. Especially after the cherry blossoms.
Warnings: Anger and general unhappiness.

challenge rating: over fifty. )

shiroe rei seki, daedalus yumeno

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gaveherwings September 6 2011, 01:13:48 UTC
Routines were a comfortable crutch. Daedalus relied on them like anchors and way-stations, to keep him mind refocused, harnessed to the present by the passage of time, moving from one scheduled thing to the next ( ... )

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zealouspeter September 6 2011, 02:46:23 UTC
Of course, of course. College - University - Hillsdale, and the second year was already going smoother than the first, if he had to say so; he didn't want to think on it, however, not with how he'd only lasted eight months in his 'real' world's school and yet was going onto a second year here. It was how things were, and he could accept that-- but while he'd thought he could just accept and move on before, now, that seemed... a bit shattered to pieces.

"No trouble. Textbooks get more and more expensive, though, I think." Daedalus had the bright cheer (night shift, too, never a break --) instead of Shiroe, for once; the Mu wasn't sulky so much as just rather dispassionate, speaking like a... well, a normal person. Since he had the tendency to be extremely pointed or verbose at all times, it maybe was a slightly startling difference. His eyes flitted upward, quick (make sure he's alright, make sure he's alright), then went back to his miniature pyramid of creamers. "How about you and work ( ... )

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gaveherwings September 6 2011, 03:13:03 UTC
"I heard there's a way to get electronic copies of academic texts for free." Daedalus mentions with a deliberately offhanded, one-shouldered shrug, glancing down at the neatly piled creamer stack. It was his way of saying he certainly wouldn't mind quietly condoning textbook pirating. Not with what they were charging for them.

On the surface he seems at the worst a little uneasy, but for all his breezy, focused list of things to preoccupy breakfast which pointedly don't include the events of last week, the doctor carries a restlessness, an unsettled feeling deeper with him. His glances are cautious too ( ... )

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zealouspeter September 7 2011, 04:48:25 UTC
"There's a lot of ways." Still with a bit of tightness, but he was trying his best to unravel, and it was somewhat working out. His smile was lopsided, forced, but, "I'm pretty sure half the people releasing those are SERO students. And they probably put trackers in them."

Plus, I hadn't thought you'd approve. But Daedalus had odd quirks, here and there - such as with that bottle-sending, something that had even been emphasized as illegal, and yet there hadn't been a single complaint. It'd been enjoyable, actually. A memory Shiroe would've liked to take a picture of and added to his album, possibly; if only there wasn't this new --

"Finally." The comment to the work part, and his lopsided smile was gone: now he was watching Daedalus the way he watched interesting people when he was sure they didn't know he was paying attention to them, with a clinical eye and potentially destructive ideas cropping up. Except the doctor was most certainly watching back, even when- especially when the hologram popped up, and Shiroe had to admit that ( ... )

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gaveherwings September 7 2011, 06:03:16 UTC
"So download them onto something you don't mind being tracked? A public console, or something on campus." Daedalus shrugs easily with a small, flippant roll of his eyes, tsking. Because really, for a boy like Shiroe he'd have expected less of a flimsy excuse, with such a simple troubleshoot. "Then, provided reformatting's not to much of a pain, just copy the text into a new document."

He was much more liberal with sharing system cheats, ever since he and Shiroe had declared themselves 'heretics' last December. The bottles too, something both taboo, clandestine and meaningful, which was how he liked doing things best. (Much like his sex life had been this time last week. Funnily enough.)

Daedalus spins the diagram with a flick of his stylus, enlarging it. His eyes met Shiroe's directly through the faint wash of blue light. A cup of mint tea is slid onto the edge of the table, and the doctor slides it smoothly into the curl of his palm with a 'thank you', and without glancing aside at the waitress, who would be three paces away by the ( ... )

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zealouspeter September 8 2011, 20:26:22 UTC
"Maybe I will." That still didn't get more than a wisp of a smile, but then, it didn't get more than those few words, either. Textbooks were beyond expensive, and stealing the content online would be simpler than going to the bookstore himself, but in truth, he didn't feel much inclination to do it. All of the 'textbooks' on the space station had been electronic -- the fact that this place still used real paper made out of real trees was a little tiny highlight of the city, especially when he could buy the textbooks used off of older students with half of a paragraph highlighted (interesting what bits of information they would pick: some of them would be completely off the mark of what the professor considered important) or a mysterious black stain in the very middle. These were little facets of what people here considered to be normal human life, and, true, while it was now normal to Shiroe, too, he couldn't completely forget his eight months of memory in the educational station. The weight of three books making his shoulders ache ( ... )

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gaveherwings September 9 2011, 01:53:29 UTC
"Or perhaps the human mind simply couldn't begin to fathom processing the world as a spore colony might?" Daedalus suggested, still considering the implications himself. It would be like feeding a long string of binary input to a human mind in the same way an autoreiv was meant to accept the data...except a human mind couldn't handle a code like that, quickly nor as simply as a computer. The Cogito Virus, it was said, rearranged an autoreiv's function to give them a sentience closer to that of a human. Perhaps rewriting the way they saw the world- with an Ego, with themselves at the center of the universe.

Often, he wondered how terrifying those first moments would be. Why some of the infected had fallen to their knees, as if in petition, while others went beserk.

...why some humans heard the taste of peaches, while others emptied their stomachs of lunch, or went into a state of catatonic shock.

"At least, not in a matter which would make much sense to us." He reasons. That someone was behind it, that the world was a grander scheme ( ... )

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zealouspeter September 9 2011, 04:10:12 UTC
"... That would make sense."

That was said actually rather quietly - Shiroe was scrambling quickly to get his memories of the day, but really, they were far too fuzzy; he did recall meeting certain people, certain overloads of thoughts and feelings-- if all of that was transferred to a sentient core, did it catch the others' knowledge, as well...?

It would be a terrifying thought, if Shiroe could remember if he'd heard anything that was important (normal lives weren't).

He blinked up at the sudden grin, quirking an eyebrow and pausing. "... A land of imaginary sensations?" And that was just how much better he was feeling (or maybe how much he'd come to instinctively respected the other, even now): he didn't immediately go to pry the information out of Daedalus. It was a good jump from even five months ago, he thought.

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gaveherwings September 9 2011, 08:08:28 UTC
"A fair guess." The doctor smiled, and there was always something that seemed very indulgent about letting someone guess, feel their way about an instinctive hypothesis, before revealing his own answer. He'd done that often with Re-l, when they were young, when there were things to teach her, or questions she came to him with.

He liked to see how far along someone might venture on their own, then supplying tools for the rest of the way. That felt fair. Stretching- though Shiroe's imagination outweighed his own by a hundredfold easily, Daedalus was certain, so he didn't really require to exercise.

Shiroe evidently hadn't scoured and committed to memory every single detail of the psychology texts that Daedalus had bought him earlier in the summer, but that was alright. He'd kept himself busy and constructive in other ways, probably.

"Synesthesia- it's not a land, it's a neurological condition, from greek roots: syn, meaning 'together', and aisthesis, meaning 'sensation'." Daedalus pauses for a moment, with a riddling smile, as if ( ... )

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zealouspeter September 11 2011, 00:41:24 UTC
"One of the more basic mental processes." That was an observation, not a fact: Shiroe was raising an eyebrow again, first at Daedalus and then at the table. "Something that would probably be really easy for an advanced alien to connect themselves to, as well. With just one association, they could have followed a pathway all the way to the very beginnings of your childhood memories."

And that could have been the crux of it, couldn't it have? He was jumping a few stops on this subject's train, that was true, but-- for all of the happiness over being able to quiz like this radiating from the doctor's direction, Shiroe's way of zeroing in and obsessing over anything that managed to get into his mind was back to becoming a joy-killer ( ... )

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gaveherwings September 11 2011, 03:17:22 UTC
"I don't see what the point in that would be." The doctor shakes his head, with a slightly doubtful frown. "Things like memory, emotion, thought, complex things...the evidence did not exist yet to confirm that sort of behavior."

"But I do think it's interesting that something like this <>icould hold some degree of collective intelligence-" Daedalus squints, and he really does enjoy being able to turn over speculations with someone who will readily indulge his idle thoughts, and his deepening curiosity. Shiroe could usually be counted upon for that ( ... )

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zealouspeter September 11 2011, 05:55:14 UTC
"It's clever." Shiroe was hedging, and he knew it. Still, he was now eying the other back with a bit of question, obviously sinking into a slightly contemplative mode. The reluctance was still there, yes, but -

"Even if it doesn't, that's a lot of information to get in one go. And even if it did get that information, as a fungus-- if it really is one- what would it do with it? Evolve along the patterns of what it sees as best? I suppose it's a natural parasite already, but..."

But there wasn't even much in the baseball field to be a parasite on, was it? Daedalus may have been fascinated with the fact that a plant-like creature was doing this in the first place, but Shiroe was zeroing in on the why. It would have been an excellent survival technique if there had been anything a mushroom could do with it. As it was, the best the things could hope for was maybe to release its seeds in the vague direction of what it had found out to be the best enviroment. Outside of that, Shiroe couldn't see an advantage. It wasn't as it if had legs ( ... )

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gaveherwings September 11 2011, 06:36:45 UTC
"The core's energy might be able to sustain it somehow. Or it could use the darkness, somehow (that's an even more dreadful thought)" he adds, with a little bit of a wince, before he shakes his head. "SERO's bio-research hasn't released anything on how it responds to radioactive exposure, or anything that duplicates the diamond's levels of energy...If they've ever even managed to get that far in observations.Or perhaps it fed on something in the darkness. That was a thought too gruesome in implications to share, especially if it involved anything sentiment making contact with the mind of a mutation. He'd seen psychics show up at the ER in comas, or in a state of catatonia, because of brushing mental (or "spiritual") wavelengths too closely with a monster of the after-siren ( ... )

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zealouspeter September 13 2011, 05:38:12 UTC
“Daedalus.”

He did sense the difference; not only that, but he was willing to call the other on it - though it wasn’t with his usual amused look, or even with something that could be put close to ‘concerned.’ It was focused, instead, maybe even equal to being outright staring. It could be worth noting he'd never done something like that before, but times had changed.

(That month without a heart had led to some serious consequences: these days, instead of standing for the turbulent mentalities of his housemates, he'd actively try to influence them, mostly for the better; people who were angry enough to hurt, he would avoid and maybe sometimes mentally persuade others to do the same, as much as some may have gotten angry over the fact that he was invading their minds without permission (it would have happened anyway) -- a month without a heart and he was finally developing a sense of empathy"... If it fed off the Darkness, it would have spread all over by now. And it probably would have only latched onto Darkness monsters, too. Unless ( ... )

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gaveherwings September 13 2011, 18:06:17 UTC
"Hm?" He lifts his head, feeling the sensation of a tug on his attention, deeper than simply using his name. For a hairsbreadth of a moment, Shiroe was nearly speaking to him adult to adult, and that caught his interest like a hooked fish.

"You're probably right." the doctor concedes, after brushing off concerns of losing those reckless people most precious to him, and settling his mind back on the mushrooms, the convenient conversation piece, around which so many periphery feelings and unspoken things seemed to orbit slowly, held off by the distraction of something concrete and topical. "Any sentient receiver which would have fed off of the darkness probably wouldn't have flourished from contact with it."

He watched Shiroe poke at his toast, and glanced down at his own menu. Diner food was so heavy with oily fat or carbohydrates, after a night on his feet. He thought briefly about Francis Bonnefoy, who seemed to think any limit on cooking with butter to be appalling ( ... )

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zealouspeter September 18 2011, 19:42:16 UTC
That... the way Daedalus simply pulled himself back, went on talking- it was all the doctor's doing, and while they'd done such things before, here, it struck Shiroe. Maybe it was a part of him that had Daedalus down as one of those people he just Couldn't Lose, maybe it was just the hour; whatever it was, it made him sneak a glance up through his bangs like a hesitant teenager, finally feeling a bit of honest, deep appreciation. Not many others snapped into treating him like an adult. Not many ever treated him like an adult in the first place. Unwillingly, Shiroe couldn't help but ease up on his scowl ( ... )

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