002: [video]
[As this video broadcasts, the first thing any witnesses will notice is this Beauty--or was it Sarina now curled up in a sitting position, her arms around her legs, as she gave a worried stare at her NV, which was placed on the floor, giving a sort of worm's eye view of her. Resting her head upon her knees, she bit her lips a couple of times, before speaking.]
I'm--eeheeheehee....I'm really sorry if this is bothering anyone, because I know it's so late at night. B-but I was just wondering...what do you guys do at night time? Those that stay indoors, I mean.
[Lifting her head a little, she breathed in heavily through her nose and slooowly exhaled through her mouth.]
Not that I really know what to do during the day anyways, but I've never been alone or at least I don't remember being alone for a very long time, aha...hahahaha. I know there's monsters out there, so I have to sit in this room all night, and even if I have a gun, and everyone tells me it's safe in the apartments, I never really know that I'm safe, because it'd be stupid to think you were ever really safe, a-and--...heheheheh...
[Stopping her own verbal train of thought, she visually gulped, lifting her head up, closing her eyes and rubbing her hands at her temples as she did so.]
A couple told me that being alone would do me good--hahahahahaha...I don't think it is at all. Because at night, it's not just the fear of the monsters breaking through the door that is doing me no good, heehee, it's the silence. The silence that just makes everything worse, all I can do is reflect on my own thoughts--bad thoughts. Then it makes me want to--aha! But I don't want to...! I'm trying to be good!
But fun... [She says the word in wonderment...she had been a young teen the last time she really knew the word.] ...entertainment. What are some ways you can get your mind off of things when you really can't move around? I don't remember the last time I ever slept well, so I can't sleep it off either, eheh.
I-I'm sorry again...I know I must be a burden to you all, but I'm just trying to figure out how you all do things? I'll try to adjust...I'll try to stop laughing. Thanks for listening, in either case, hahaha...
I'm--eeheeheehee....I'm really sorry if this is bothering anyone, because I know it's so late at night. B-but I was just wondering...what do you guys do at night time? Those that stay indoors, I mean.
[Lifting her head a little, she breathed in heavily through her nose and slooowly exhaled through her mouth.]
Not that I really know what to do during the day anyways, but I've never been alone or at least I don't remember being alone for a very long time, aha...hahahaha. I know there's monsters out there, so I have to sit in this room all night, and even if I have a gun, and everyone tells me it's safe in the apartments, I never really know that I'm safe, because it'd be stupid to think you were ever really safe, a-and--...heheheheh...
[Stopping her own verbal train of thought, she visually gulped, lifting her head up, closing her eyes and rubbing her hands at her temples as she did so.]
A couple told me that being alone would do me good--hahahahahaha...I don't think it is at all. Because at night, it's not just the fear of the monsters breaking through the door that is doing me no good, heehee, it's the silence. The silence that just makes everything worse, all I can do is reflect on my own thoughts--bad thoughts. Then it makes me want to--aha! But I don't want to...! I'm trying to be good!
But fun... [She says the word in wonderment...she had been a young teen the last time she really knew the word.] ...entertainment. What are some ways you can get your mind off of things when you really can't move around? I don't remember the last time I ever slept well, so I can't sleep it off either, eheh.
I-I'm sorry again...I know I must be a burden to you all, but I'm just trying to figure out how you all do things? I'll try to adjust...I'll try to stop laughing. Thanks for listening, in either case, hahaha...