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[heavendivided]

[Hello Siren's Port. Today, have a lightly dressed Jack, minus the Kitsune Mask but with the ... ... ice cream, of course. Yeah, watch him enjoying some delicious strawberry icecream. His wife SIC saw fit to put him into an Asian style outfit, it seems like. Well, it's comfortable enough, and the evenings are still a little too warm, especially if

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Voice.

[barebacking]

That would be me. And, it was much, much longer than six hours.

And the heat wave, I wonder if we would have died if he was not so aware of how to survive such things.

Voice.

[heavendivided]

Sounds....intense.

Look, that's not really what I want to know. How did you make it work?

Voice.

[barebacking]

Oh.

Well, I kept pulling away just before the end would come, because I didn't want it to end. I wanted us to be like that forever and carried on and on until it felt like I really would go mad without being with him completely.

Voice.

[heavendivided]

Why would there be an end at all? I thought relationships...things like marriage, I thought they're supposed to last.

Voice.

[barebacking]

Well, end might not be the best response.

Hm, yes, it is more of an apex of our feelings ... unable to retain ourselves anymore and giving into the other.

Voice.

[heavendivided]

Apex - ?

Well, I think I know about that. But what if you leave that apex? How do you avoid that? If you love a person now, how do you make sure you will love them tomorrow, too?

Voice.

[barebacking]

Because we will reach that same apex every time that we meet one another. Or, at least, enough times that those feelings will be burned into our skin and souls.

Voice.

[heavendivided]

That's...surprisingly deep. And that works every time? What makes you so sure?

Voice.

[barebacking]

Those feelings do go rather deep.

Yes. All my hesitation and fears and the feeling that I may break at any moment, all of it fades.

Voice.

[heavendivided]

...Really? I thought it'd be much easier to break when you're with someone.

Voice.

[barebacking]

No. Not at all.

It is the only way to gather up the broken pieces and meld them together into something beautiful.

Voice.

[heavendivided]

And someday it breaks again. Everything does, after a certain amount of time. Or through outside force.

You sound pretty lost unless you're with someone.

Voice.

[barebacking]

Of course, it does.

Perhaps.

Voice.

[heavendivided]

And you're comfortable with that...clinging to other people?

Voice.

[barebacking]

I'm more than comfortable with it.

Voice.

[heavendivided]

...I don't know. It leaves you vulnerable. Doesn't it?