Sep 11, 2010 21:06
[Sookie's out of the house today, settled in a diner somewhere and nursing a cup of coffee over breakfast. She'd needed the fresh air, needed to do a little thinking, that's all.]
Okay, so hope I ain't askin' anythin' uncomfortable here, but... Anyone else here got boyfriends and girlfriends back home? Or husbands and wives?
I'm missin' mine so bad and sometimes, I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm settlin' in here okay, gettin' some sort of life together, but it's still a little bit lonely, you know? I don't know how long I'll be here or if I'll ever get back home... I guess I just don't know if it's real silly of me to keep holdin' on to the hope I'll see him again. I mean anythin's possible?
Of course if I did see him here, I'd feel just awful. This just ain't a place I really want any one I care for comin' to.
[she hesitates, looking down into her coffee.] Wonder if this means I'm single again? [But she doesn't really want to be. Not like guys are knocking down her door anyway and she still loves Bill.]
Anyway, how are you guys dealin' with the distance?
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c: sam merlotte,
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