[voice] forward-dated to like... daytime

Jul 11, 2010 02:55

You know, on the one hand I'd like to say I might be getting the hang of this place. On the other, I don't want to jinx it or something stupid like that by causing me to doubt myself. Adjustment's taking longer than I'd like it to, but I'm still out and doing things, and that's what helps. I realized, though, that my morning and nighttime stretches ( Read more... )

†: maes hughes, !: triela, c: replica riku, †: big boss, c: adachi tohru, c: aoyagi ritsuka

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voice; little_bandages July 11 2010, 16:18:18 UTC
I'm at home right now.

[ There's world map music from his paused video game in the background. ]

What's up?

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voice; snuffdoll July 11 2010, 20:15:11 UTC
Let no one say to you that Triela doesn't come through, huh? I'm bringing you something.

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voice; little_bandages July 12 2010, 03:20:40 UTC
N-no way Triela. You did't!

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voice; snuffdoll July 12 2010, 03:23:58 UTC
Don't sound so startled! I told you I would, and it's not like I had to do backflips or anything for it. Why, did you end up getting one already or something?

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voice; little_bandages July 12 2010, 03:29:27 UTC
No, it's just way too big. I can't accept a gift like that, there's no way for me to begin to repay you...

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voice; snuffdoll July 12 2010, 03:32:04 UTC
Ritsuka, I'm not asking for you to repay me. I'd be really happy if you'd take it; you'd get some great pictures, wouldn't you? I'm sure you would. Doing stuff like this helps keep me grounded. I was looking for the best camera I could, rather than losing my mind. We're comrades in a way, it's not like we can't do stuff for each other.

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voice; little_bandages July 12 2010, 03:37:44 UTC
...Losing your mind? Triela...

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voice; snuffdoll July 12 2010, 03:38:40 UTC
I just need to focus on a lot. ['don't worry don't worry don't worry take it as a figure of speech'] And the camera ended up being pretty nice.

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voice; little_bandages July 12 2010, 06:20:34 UTC
[ Don't be crazy. Please don't be crazy. Don't hit me. Don't hurt me. Don't touch me inappropriately. Just be a friend to me, like the ones back home in school. Not like everyone else. Please. ]

Well, thanks! We'll have to plan a day so we can make some memories with it.

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voice; snuffdoll July 12 2010, 06:25:28 UTC
I've never- [Pause. She laughs lightly for just a second.] ...I've never. I mean, I've really never done anything with cameras before. You'll have to make sure I don't mess up.

[She wants to do this because she wants him to be glad. During first meetings, she'd thought of him as a Henrietta, but it's not at all like that, she's found; he's a kid, like- a normal one. That does normal things. And knows stuff. And doesn't get blood all over his face so someone will tell him he's done a good job.

She can't take care of Hilshire because he isn't here and sometimes that still makes her skull feel like splitting, but she can look after Ritsuka, even if it's in a completely different way. And by God, she's going to do the best looking after she can.

... That's all covered up by lighthearted tones and genuine cheer, right now, though.]

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voice; little_bandages July 12 2010, 23:05:56 UTC
Just be yourself. I'll take care of everything.

[ Possessing more inner strength than expected, self-possessed and willful, Ritsuka may not be extraordinary, but he's gone through a little bit more than an average boy, too. He's come out the other end of things that might break someone who's average, and he knows he'll keep on going. Even if the only thing he can really be sure of is this moment, now, and maybe a day or two in the future, he'll keep on going.

He hopes Triela can be a friend by his side. He hopes no one else will be taken away. But that's why he's making memories, after all. So even if everything else fades, he'll never forget anything important again. ]

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voice; snuffdoll July 12 2010, 23:51:28 UTC
['I'll take care of everything.' It strikes her first instinct; No, I will. I'm meant to-

It's a camera, Triela.

She's frightened and she wants to ensure safety. Ritsuka doesn't even count as 'civilian' any more. 'Duty,' more like - the self-imposed sort; not burdensome but proud, a duty that comes with camaraderie.]

Okay. I'll let you take the lead.

[He's endeared himself, and her throat feels tight.]

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voice; little_bandages July 13 2010, 19:29:01 UTC
[ Ritsuka is sad too, in his own way, he's tired, he doesn't know what he's doing. But the smile comes through his voice no less. ]

Great! Just be sure to smile, Triela.

I never used to understand... but if there's one thing my friends from school taught me, it's that you can still keep smiling.

[ That tiny bit of stability that had begun to resemble a normal life, that second or third personality of Ritsuka that's just a regular kid who likes regular kid things is showing. Part of him yearns to remain like that, unfocused on his future and getting away. For tomorrow, at least, he'll be that young man. The one who just likes pictures and fun memories. ]

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voice; snuffdoll July 14 2010, 20:47:25 UTC
So long as you do.

It's worth putting effort into, anyway.

[She's investing hope in this, she realizes suddenly.]

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voice; little_bandages July 15 2010, 00:11:28 UTC
We both have to smile for a good picture!

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voice; snuffdoll July 16 2010, 03:31:20 UTC
[When she laughs, it's very genuine, and it feels good.] For sure! Bet you it'll come out well.

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