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[torporheart]

[ Fumbling, mostly. The feed clicks on to static noise and uneasy breathing. A breathing that goes hand-and-hand with erratic, irregular heart beat. At times it quickens- that's a desperation for life; to survive. You have to survive, Miharu

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[video]

[deservesabone]

Yeah, of course. You don't need to quit.

...But I'm gonna be honest, I think you need to get to a hospital.

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[torporheart]

Okay. Thank you.

Mn, no. I just need to take a nap.

[deservesabone]

A nap isn't going to put more weight on you. You don't look healthy, Miharu. More than usual.

[torporheart]

I'm not going to the hospital. I'll see you after-

I'll see you soon.

[deservesabone]

Don't just brush me off. Who's lookin' after you right now?

[torporheart]

Me.

[deservesabone]

That's not good enough. What about that older guy who stays with you. The journalist?

[torporheart]

That's Yoite's guardian. Any questions, thoughts, or concerns can be brought up with Miharu Rokujou.

That's me, Sam.

[deservesabone]

Miharu Rokujou never seems to listen whenever I talk concerns with him. So I've gotta say he makes a piss poor help desk.

[torporheart]

[ quiet sigh ]

I don't want to go.

[deservesabone]

No, I know. You don't want to go. You don't want to stay in durin' the Darkness, you don't want to keep out of work when it's better for you to, you just plain don't want to take care of yourself.

JESUS sorry it's especially embarrassing noticing them late |(

[torporheart]

[ Ah. Hearing it out loud like that.

A beat. Tiny swallow. ]

I don't want to go to the hospital because Yoite will be gone soon. It's like having to make sure my eyes are open more than they're closed, because-

S'ALL GOOD

[deservesabone]

[a long pause. Something that might be a muttered 'shit']

...What if I called for someone to come by the house? At the smaller places doctors will make house calls for a fee.

[torporheart]

Why do you want me to see a doctor?

[deservesabone]

So they can get some food in you. Make you eat, or - or take a pill or - fuck, I don't know.

[torporheart]

It's a stupid thing to be worried about. I eat when I'm hungry. [ surprisingly, it isn't a lie. ]

Snake took me to see a doctor. If I have to see one about the way I look again, they'll be really angry.