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015 // Voice

Sep 18, 2011 19:50

[There is the sound of a throat being cleared, and then Kurt speaks in a carefully controlled voice. It's low and throaty.]

I have an announcement to make. I'm afraid it isn't very pleasant.

[A deep breath, then:] Ahiru is gone ( Read more... )

c: blaine anderson, !: kurt hummel, c: claude faustus, c: larry butz, c: richard b. riddick, c: roxas, c: reim lunettes

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[private video] mediumdrip September 18 2011, 23:55:44 UTC

[Blaine listens to the music and sends Kurt a private message once he's done.]

Can I come see you?

showbizpanache September 19 2011, 00:23:07 UTC

Um-- Maybe in a little bit?

mediumdrip September 19 2011, 00:34:29 UTC

Okay. Let me know.

Are you going to be okay?

showbizpanache September 19 2011, 01:22:17 UTC

I'm fine. This isn't about me.

mediumdrip September 19 2011, 01:39:45 UTC

I know. [He pauses and for a moment he sounds upset.] She's okay. She has to be okay. [And then he regains control] But this isn't the first person you've lost, and I'm worried about you.

showbizpanache September 19 2011, 01:58:33 UTC

Honestly, you should worry less about me because of that. I'm sort of used to it.

mediumdrip September 19 2011, 02:34:08 UTC

[Blaine really doesn't know how to handle grief. It makes him feel useless and awkward, makes him say things that are bulky and uncomfortable. He misses Roxy. He's stunned that someone as sweet and loving as Ahiru is just gone. He doesn't know how to process this in a productive way, just tried to file it away and focus on Kurt, but Kurt doesn't need him that much.

So instead he lets out a short, shaky sigh.]

Any pointers?

showbizpanache September 19 2011, 02:46:11 UTC

[There's a pause, and his voice is a lot gentler.] It's all right to be upset. I think that's something you need to hear.

mediumdrip September 19 2011, 03:13:19 UTC

I am. Upset. [He says so awkwardly]

showbizpanache September 19 2011, 03:42:35 UTC

There we go. Step One complete.

mediumdrip September 19 2011, 03:45:53 UTC

[Blaine doesn't know what to say to that, so he doesn't say anything.]

showbizpanache September 19 2011, 03:46:11 UTC

Blaine?

mediumdrip September 19 2011, 03:53:18 UTC

What's Step Two?

showbizpanache September 19 2011, 03:56:37 UTC

Giving yourself time to grieve.

mediumdrip September 19 2011, 04:02:39 UTC

[Blaine sighs again, this time the noise releases some tension. He hates being this vulnerable though so he forces a small, appreciative smile] I'll try.

The song was lovely. Do you have a headache at all?

[Because, again, easier to focus on Kurt than deal with his own emotions.]

Kurt is voice forever, btw D: I forgot to specify showbizpanache September 19 2011, 04:33:31 UTC

I had one before I started singing, so there's not much of a difference now.

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