[ the camera is angled, gazing down on a chessboard resting on a surface draped with unblemished white. Its varnished surface looks somewhat dismal - the black-and-white squares faded, marred by abrasions and dull thin scratches exposing the rust-red wood underneath. Though all of the black pieces are lined up at one end, a white pawn stands alone
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...Heh. [He opens his eyes, smirking.] She'll never notice the weight she carries, no matter if it's eight or eight hundred.
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No one feels guilty for destroying the roadblock--to her, it's the same thing. Humans justify themselves in all sorts of ways...it's a little amazing how much they can rationalize.
[It provides him with a sort of strange amusement, when he's not furious at the unfairness of at all. He killed one, not knowing what the price would be, and he can never escape that. But those who kill thousands and deny to themselves the reality of what they've done...
...He wonders sometimes if that was something He added, but he honestly doesn't care.]
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Killing in God's name is funny enough on its own. Heaven is pretty merciless when it comes to murderers.
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But he knows he's being watched, and something in her smile tells him that she's looking for that sort of reaction. So he swallows his smile and laughs, and if his laugh has a definite bitter edge to it, well. She could draw her own conclusion.]
That implies Heaven is merciful or loving at all.
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It can be. Who knows...? With a little luck, that might happen. The servants of Heaven are only that, and servants are always fallible.
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[Breathe out. Keep the appearance of calm. It's...difficult, more than he wants to admit. ]
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That's a pretty impressive grudge you have there.
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...Whatever grudge I might have doesn't invalidate what I'm saying, in any case.
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[He pauses for a moment, and smirks faintly.] But then again, I've never had much use for depending on anything but my own strength.
[Hypocritical and not entirely correct, but Bernkastel needn't know. His contracts he forged with his own unbreakable will, his power he'd gained on his own--Naoya prides himself on self-reliance even as he uses other people as pawns.]
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Is that right? It could be considered admirable. People who don't ask for help can occasionally claw their way through hell and end up all the stronger for it.
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