Ask, and it shall be given you;

[aslandish]

Who: Aslan and YOU!
When: May 24th through May 31st.
Where: All over the city.
Summary: Feeling lonely or discouraged? Need a friend to cast your cares upon, or a light to guide your way? Aslan will be there, whatever the need may be. Tag yourselves in with the place and time in the subject line; before or after evening sirens is fine (as are

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[kingofrooks]

[ He snaps his head away to stare out to the sea- it's not anger that seizes him suddenly, but a sudden burning frustration. This he already knows- when he was nine he had pored over the philosophical arguments, he had listened to pastors and priests and begged them for enlightenment. He knows this and yet it still burns against him.

Because he knows that the choice Aslan mentions isn't his own. It's Joe Chill's choice, and he suffers the consequences. (He does, as well, but years upon years later, when Bruce chases him down and makes him pay for everything, reaching inside to the man's mind and dragging out all of his fears until they are squirmy pieces in his hands. Then he takes that fear and becomes it, and Chill died knowing what he had created; what he had unleashed.

(Thomas Wayne died by a bullet to the heart. He died immediately. Martha Wayne died slowly, bleeding out on the streets, blood on her lips staining the lipstick, her breath ragged as she tries to reach out to her son, to reassure him. She bled to death, her heart struggling to bleed.

There was one bullet left in the gun. The smell of Joe Chill's aftershave stuck to him, indelible. He told Alfred, and they had the brand bought and the variety discontinued, and every bottle burnt.

Never again.)

And that was Bruce's choice.

He understands. He does. ]

Even if- [ he squeezes his eyes shut ] the consequences of those choices aren't visited upon the person himself, but on others? [ A ragged inward breath. ] That is an unfair question, King of Beasts.

[ Pause. ]

I believe in karma. In payback. [ I have to, because the Christian redemption tears my heart out with its unfairness. ] I cannot- [ his hand clenches ] I cannot forgive. I cannot forget.

[aslandish]

[ The words he doesn't say are etched clearly in Bruce's eyes and face, a testament to the pain he's endured in the past. It breaks his heart to see it, to know all he's been through, but at the same times, Aslan also knows that at least part of what he's said isn't true. Karma and payback aren't all that Bruce believes in. ]

Do you believe in second chances?

[kingofrooks]

[ But he cannot help but believe in redemption. Because without that belief, all that he has done would be for nothing. The war he fights cannot be won if the people here don't put down their guns themselves. Brueve believes in a better world, in the possibility of a day when he can look at Gotham and smile because he has won.

(He can't, now. He can never do it now. He's dead; Darkseid doesn't make mistakes.)

He closes his eyes, suddenly exhausted. He shouldn't believe in second chances. He shouldn't be affected by his emotions so. He should cling onto his belief because they are all that's keeping him on this side of the line. ]

You already know my answer.

[ Simply. ]

[aslandish]

[ He does know. He's one of the few who does, who can see the depth of him and all his complexities. It's true, he dons the night and darkness to lash out at those inflicting pain, but deep down there's a well of hope that stubbornly refuses to yield.

He is a mass of contradictions, but his heart remains the same. ]

The chance to do better has always been a gift.

[ Not something to be earned or bargained for, but rather given for all to have. It cannot be 'deserved', nor should it be taken away. ]

sob the sheer typos on my side dsfgdfsgdfh

[kingofrooks]

[ There's always a difference between what Bruce believes, what he should believe, and what he does believe. What Aslan says is true- the chance to do better is a gift, and one that he gives to every single person. He doesn't kill them. No matter what they have done to him, he would forgive if only they wish to do better. (But not forget. Never to forget.)

What they do to the people he loves is another story. Bruce holds those at a higher standard. With harsher eyes. ]

When you kill a man, you take away all that he is, and all that he could be. And people can always be better.

[ Quiet, soft. He looks at Aslan, and doesn't reach out even though there's a bit of him that dearly wants to. ]

Even the Joker.

it's okaaaay <3

[aslandish]

[ Aslan nods once. For all that Batman is a dark figure designed to strike fear into the hearts of criminals, his darkness lends itself to light, his conviction a beacon that prevents the man from falling. Hope and determination -- there can be no progress without such as these. ]

Until such a time as their story will end.

[ A beat. ]

There is always hope.

he asks the worst questions

[kingofrooks]

[ He looks at Aslan for a long moment before turning his gaze back to the sea, back to the skies. The sun is almost fully set, and the Darkness crawls in at the edges of where the light no longer touch the Earth. Bruce knows that it's almost time for him to put on the cape and cowl and to do his job once more.

He stays. Just for another moment. ]

But sometimes it's difficult to believe.

[ Breathe in. ] Who- decides when their story will end?

sob Bruce, wry you do dis

[aslandish]

[ It's not an easy road that has been set before them. He's always know this. However, Aslan has always believed in them and shall continue to do so for as long as the worlds shall last.

Solemnly, he answers. ]

Those things written in Destiny's book are but records of every choice that has ever been made. [ Or ever will be, for that matter. ] We determine for ourselves the story that shall be written.

[ Free Will, baby. Gotta love it. ]

because he's the goddamn batman

[kingofrooks]

[ That- is the greatest confirmation of his beliefs that he has ever gotten. That it's true; that though Destiny's book has words in them, they are simply records of the choices he had made, is making, and will make in the future. That what he does is by his own choice; that even though solidified time exists, it doesn't mean that what he doesn't have a choice.

It simply means that he cannot change the past. That no matter how powerful he is, there are things that he cannot change.

He cannot become a God. No one can. It's a safeguard- and though it's supposed to frustrate him, make him pull against his bonds, scream at the unfairness of his parents' deaths; that they have to live with the consequences of Joe Chill's choices rather than Chill himself- he thinks that- it's a good thing.

Darkseid cannot change what happened even if he goes back to the past. Clark can't. Bruce cannot. He's human. He's vulnerable. At times, he's helpless.

It's how he should be. It's what he's learnt to live with. It's the limits he's been struggling against, pushing and pushing and getting better, but he can't break them and that's a relief because he knows what he had become when he starts to battle gods and monsters and win instead of the criminals that he sets out to defeat in the first place.

This makes him human.

As he should be.

Bruce closes his eyes for a moment, then he opens them. Stands up, turning to Aslan. His hand curls at his side in effort to not reach out. ]

... Thank you.

and this tag is lame/late =~=

[aslandish]

[ He does not move away, merely watches Bruce with that quiet solemnity all his own. ]

You're welcome.