Last AP test EVER :[

May 14, 2009 18:50


So today was my last AP test...EVER
:[...it was a bittersweet feeling, you know. like I have been freaking about this every single year since the 10th grade and now it's like...it's all over. LMFAO.
Most people think I'm  insane for keep going with this. BUT OKAY LOOK. It's really weird.
Everyday you're in class with the same group of people. Every single day.
You're going to be in the same group for 4 years. But you pretty much only hang out with people who are your friends or that you know. The others? Psssshh. You don't need to talk to them.
So in a school of 2700, in a class of 670, it's so hard to get lost in the crowd.
But once you're in there and you're sitting. And it's like. HEY! I mean something! Because not EVERYONE can sit here and deal with this. NOT everybody can go through testing like this.
And then you share a look with the rest of the test takers.
Nervous?
Hell yeah.
I studied so fucking much last nigh.
Oh really? Haha. Me too.
Sweet. Hope the best, dude.
Me too. Let's get a good grade on it together, man.
I AM A SAP OKAY.
I think that is needless to say. But seriously, like, it's a very family like, group like feeling. lmfao.
I think I'll miss it. But it's okay. College is pretty much the same thing, right?
I'm graduating in 3 weeks. GODDAMMIT!
What am I going to do with my life? Who am I going to talk to??
I'm not ending up with the same group that I've been with for the past.....SIX years of my life. What? Independence? Say what? What is that?

DON'T
KNOW
WHAT

AM
DOING
JESUS
CHRIST
SOMEONE
SAVE 
ME
PLEASE
; A ;

school, ranting

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