Well as I’m sitting here waiting for someone to get online. I guess I can finally go ahead and type out an actual journal. Hahaha.
I don’t…really has anything to write about. Like at all. So…I guess I can talk about something that has nothing to do with anything.
I’ve been driving lately to school. It’s pretty exciting. Hahaha. If there is one thing that I enjoy about my crazy ass schedule for school, it’s that I’m able to watch the sunset and sunrise every Monday, Wednesday and Friday from my car. Wow Siren way to pay attention on the freeway. I love driving. (I do not, however, love the fact that my dad has to sit next to me in the car constantly when I drive)
I remember once, when I was still driving with my permit. My instructor took me to this area (Thousands Oak, I think), where it was super hilly. Almost like in San Francisco. And I was driving around there. And when I came up on this really tall hill, I felt like I could touch the sky. Almost wanted to just reach out there and grab it. Maybe that’s another reason why I love going on planes, yeah?
Aww man. I’ve been having stupid thoughts in my head lately.
It’s the stress from school, I think. And um. I think a lot of people on my f-list is going through the same thing. And…I’m..not really a mentally stable person? Hahaha. Well so much for the understatement of the year. But like, I’m really scared of a lot of things. I’m not as sure and confident in myself as I should be. Not to mention my “I’m being hard on myself” meter is through the roof. But um…I guess I can just tell you guys a story?
When I was in middle school, we were put together in groups to do a project.
And in my group was this guy. I don’t really remember what we were talking about. But I pretty much said something along the line of “How can you be so carefree? Don’t you worry about what your future is going to be?”
And he told me “Nah. I just take life one day at a time. It’s too tiring to get yourself worked up over something that isn’t happening yet.”
I….took those words to heart. I think he forgot he even said that. Hahaha. He was sort of a pot head. But you know what, he said something that I thought was really inspiring.
So you know what? Come tomorrow. We’ll just all smile and get on with our lives. Cause it’s probably better to just…chill, and take life one day at a time instead of feeling like the world is on our shoulder. ; 3 ; <3