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so over the past weekend, ive thought about alot.
since last summer alot of things have changed.
i mean i know it changes every year and every summer but its weird.
i mean dont get me wrong change is good but i wish the family was back together.
i miss living at metro, drinking forties, and being friends with everyone.
i miss the drama i miss the fights i miss not coming home.
my friends last year made my life complete, i mean the friends i have now rule my life but i just miss seeing everyone everyday and going to concrete city or sleeping at homebase on the loading dock, or donnys car.
i miss whitney, i miss donny, i miss josh, jojo, schoettle, brittany and natasha.
i miss going to marias with tiff stacy and sitting there eatting pizza and listening to her stories.
i miss my dates on sunday with natasha josh and jojo, going to country junction watching a movie.
i miss whitney coming over and just sitting in my room taking pictures and sitting in random parking lots just talking about everything and anything, even our bus rides to the mall every friday in the rain or snow, people flipping us off over spongebob socks.
i miss waking up covered in dirt and sweat blood and alcohol.
i miss not being sober everyday.
i miss getting my everyday beat downs from the boys.
i miss not having to worrying about anything and being fearless.
i miss the sheet runs late at night and getting shmagles.
i fucked up alot of it. but i wish everyone would just get back together and make this summer so much better.
i mean i love tiff and all the new people im hanging out with, its been a tons of fun, but i wish everyone including them would just reunite with everyone and everything could be back to normal.
everyone needs to get back together.
jojo is coming home in like 2 weeks.
hes going to be lost.
im crushed.