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I can't deal with this anxiety. It crops up whenever there is something i really don't want to do. I think it may be psychosematic. I am talking myself into not being able to do things. Even still, i am not sure how to make it go away. However, while that may be forced on myself, the fear of people and intense fear of embaressment is real. I want to function on a less emotional plane. I want a job i will enjoy so i am not unhappy but also not broke. I hope i am able to sleep tonight.