Funniest thing I heard today
One of my students, Cameron, was going off on tangents repeatedly. He just could NOT stay focused on any one thing! He does this a lot--smart kid, but his brain is just boingboingboing.
Anyway, so Cameron is on his randomness, and another kid, Kris goes:
Kris: "Dude you have ADOS!"
Cameron: "What?"
Kris: "Attention Deficit...OOH SHINY!"
BAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Highlight to a VERY crappy Monday. Seriously. Crappy. Monday.
I hit my head on the fridge this morning taking a yogurt out from the very back. I kept singing the same verse of "Lola" because it was stuck in my head when I woke up,and I don't know all the words. Had some weird white stuff on my pants that had JUST been washed--maybe deodorant from a shirt where it didn't all wash off the armpits (which was in the same load of wash). Started crying on the way to work for no real reason. Get to work, apparently my students at the end of the day on Friday uncapped all my dry erase markers so they dried out and I had to go digging for one in my desk (thankfully I found one to use). Got some coffee from culinary arts but I didn't have a dollar, so I did an IOU (we are allowed), and the coffee tasted awrful and burnt, even with cream and sugar. My first class was acting like four year olds: shaking the table, complaining, whining, etc. Felt nauseous and dizzy after 3rd period; ate a plain pita and took a nap during planning/lunch. Felt better when I woke up, ate my lunch. Immediately had horrible uhhh lower digestive problems. Took some pepto, felt better. Last class was wild and crazy. I have gate duty at 4pm (JV Volleyball) til 5:30, so I'm stuck here til then. My friend/coworker Elise said I can go to her apt and nap on her couch (she lives 2 seconds from here).
In other words, today was full of FAIL. I want a reset button for the week, please. I considered calling in sick tomorrow...but I don't think I will.
A doctor friend of mine who used to be my roommate said I may want to seek out getting on some Wellbutrin or something. I was telling her how unhappy I am at work, and how it's affecting my personal life: I'm sad/anxious/worried a lot, I want to sleep all the time, I get headaches/don't feel well frequently, and I have no interest in doing things I normally love--the gym, riding, hanging out with people, church. I complain a lot, and I try to just detach from everything until I collapse and cry from exhaustion at trying to hold it all together. I really don't want to be on antidepressants, but until I get into a better work situation, maybe it won't be such a bad idea? What do you guys think? I know a lot of people who take Wellbutrin and have good success with it--and the side effects aren't awful (one of them is weight loss, lol).
Okay time to go print some stuff and get my life together here...