Yeah yeah.

Dec 09, 2006 01:06

So.. I havent done this for a really long time, but I just finished watching Mean Girls for the first to so I think Im entitled to it.

Will someone please tell me why it is that we can convince people of just about anything, but we need for the entire world to compliment us before we even begin to believe in ourselves the way we convince people we do?

Call me crazy but I have been doing this thing where I actually think about why I do the things I do.... and I have come to realize that I can be a moron for no reason! Now I know that I am a fun and interresting person. I know it! Sorry, but if this is news to you, where have you been? As for being attractive, I guess its all in the eye of the beholder. And thats what Im sticking with. So where do I find the eye that beholds me as I know I am? Who the fuck knows. What I do know, is that I am sick of not being able to listen to my friends talk to me about relationships without them saying, Im sorry you may not be the best person to talk to about this. I am sick of felling bitter towards any couple that walks past. And what I'm sick of the most, is having to sit on my couch on a friday night, because while my friends whom I love, are off actually living their fabulous lives, I am sitting at home watching movies about how my life will never be. So fuck that!

My new years resolution. Manifesting the confidence we are so good at convincing others we have.
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