Revelation day!
Ok so Im going to this crazy Rock n' Jock party on Friday night, and I went to Sports Chalet today with Sarah. We were there for an hour trying to figure out costumes. At first we wanted to match but eventually she got this crazy ping ponging outfit equipt with clear eye sheald glasses and wrist bands, and I got a black and white baseball shirt, cap, and a bat that makes noise when you hit it against things. Going to have so much fun!!
The revelation.
When you look at yourslef in the mirror and you are constantly disgusted by what you see. When people dont even bother calling you names because they know you know, and its just plain mean. When it gets to the point where you cant stand to look at yourslef and all you want to do is curl up in bed and never leave the room. When your self Esteem is so low, you could squash it with your big toe into tiny cracks in the pavement like a cracker, you know its time to do something about it.
So I did. I found me a crutch, and together, we plotted out before measurements and accurate numbers. We then went to the gym for 2 and a half hours and did a full body work out. We came back, and I showered and now I am here, feeling accomplished, feeling confident that I have someone who needs me to push them as much as I need her, and that she will not back down. I know this is what I want, and what needs to happen, and I know that I need for this to be as permenant a thing as possible.
Its freezin cold in san diego for some crazy ass reason. Its 38 degrees outside right now, and I have the windows open. Finals are a week and a half a way, along with Hannukkah. The family is coming down here this year. Better start studying!!
BTW I hate my uncle. He is a selfish, ignorant asshole who only cares about himself, and maybe his dogs. He certainly has some nerve.
Drunken Sorrority Girls attempting to pay 007 on N64 with drunken frat boys, is hysterical to watch... Yeah I made the right choice.
Frats BAD NEWS!! They take every inch of individuality from you and turn you into the intended machine who only knows how to eat drink and fuck. Spurred on by the fact that Richie cut his died red long crazy hair, and now it is short and blonde, his natural color, and he Looks like eeveryone else, I barely recognized him. So sad.
The revelation.
When you look at yourslef in the mirror and you are constantly disgusted by what you see. When people dont even bother calling you names because they know you know, and its just plain mean. When it gets to the point where you cant stand to look at yourslef and all you want to do is curl up in bed and never leave the room. When your self Esteem is so low, you could squash it with your big toe into tiny cracks in the pavement like a cracker, you know its time to do something about it.
So I did. I found me a crutch, and together, we plotted out before measurements and accurate numbers. We then went to the gym for 2 and a half hours and did a full body work out. We came back, and I showered and now I am here, feeling accomplished, feeling confident that I have someone who needs me to push them as much as I need her, and that she will not back down. I know this is what I want, and what needs to happen, and I know that I need for this to be as permenant a thing as possible.
Its freezin cold in san diego for some crazy ass reason. Its 38 degrees outside right now, and I have the windows open. Finals are a week and a half a way, along with Hannukkah. The family is coming down here this year. Better start studying!!
BTW I hate my uncle. He is a selfish, ignorant asshole who only cares about himself, and maybe his dogs. He certainly has some nerve.
Drunken Sorrority Girls attempting to pay 007 on N64 with drunken frat boys, is hysterical to watch... Yeah I made the right choice.
Frats BAD NEWS!! They take every inch of individuality from you and turn you into the intended machine who only knows how to eat drink and fuck. Spurred on by the fact that Richie cut his died red long crazy hair, and now it is short and blonde, his natural color, and he Looks like eeveryone else, I barely recognized him. So sad.