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Oct 09, 2004 07:50


This is a picture of a movie theater in Miami. I took it after leaving my camera there and had to go back to get it. It's the last movie I saw there. And it brings back personal memories so I dont expect anyone to understand.

In my room in Chile next to my Arabian lamp after coming home from the Miss Chile contest in school.

Here is a speech I made up..a soliloquy (or monologue) not sure which..whatever. But its one of those speeches that would be taken from a play except that I wrote it and made it up. Hope you read it and like it and not just look at the pictures lol.

"I'm in love with a fool. No, I'm in love with a hero. With a cruel, problematic jerk who attracts every whore in sight. ::sigh:: Yet no other eyes have penetrated my heart like his, and gave me a scar and let it bleed. No one's hurt me as bad as this fool who kissed me and left me soon afterwards without a word, too soon, as I still had my eyes closed from the magic moment. Oh you cruel, cruel creature! How dare you promise and give me eternal love and then without warning take it away, leaving me to question myself in a cold chamber of secrets. Whats your motive, your purpose? Do you enjoy leading vulnerable women on, girls like me who will innocently believe you? Did you regret giving me your eternal love, or should I define for you the word eternal. Heartless! Rid your soul of stones and toss them in the river where they belong. Devil! Your sins are to me sweeter than saintly honey, and I accept your evil food knowing it'll poison me later. I'm the fool then, who stepped on soft paper having that 6th sense of danger. Release your anger and frustration on to me and get rid of me once and for all, I beg of you! Hit me and hate me, but take caution for I might just like it and fall for you again. I'd happily wish for your death if I was positive I wouldn't fall in love with your ghost. Oh, begone! No more of these thoughts! ::turns to stare at the bottle of pills on her desk. As her breathing increases, she reaches out for it:: Now these thoughts will be gone my love, my cruel lover. And this is my only remedy for my unrequited love, and one by one I shall swallow them and think of a reason why I love you. With every reason, every passion, a pill will slide down my throat, and finally I shall rest and repose and think no more of you. My tears will finally end! My suffering shall soon fade away ::takes a few pills:: away ::takes some more:: away...away...away... ::she falls next to her bedside::

The End! ::clap clap clap::



In Miami about a year ago...I think. At this hotel whos name I forgot..the big pretty one lol.

In Duck, NC taking brother and sister pictures. Aw..I love my brother..among many other priceless things in life.

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