DALLAS REVISITED - PART 4
Title: Dallas Revisited - Part 4
Author: sirenanne999
Rating: lite R? :)
Summary: Luke travels to Dallas and makes a discovery.
Disclaimer: Characters owned by ATWT, CBS, and P&G. Only wish they were mine.
Author's Notes: Hugs and kisses to all who left comments and took the time to read! Thank you so so much! Again, special thanks to our very lovely lucsmum for being my beta, especially for this chapter! You rock so hard! :D
If you missed the previous parts, read here: PART 1/PART 2/PART 3
PART 4
“You’re here.”
My head snapped towards the sound. The figure in the room was shrouded in darkness but his deep, seductive voice was unmistakable.
“Reid?”
The figure moved forward and stopped a few paces in front of me. The brightness of the full moon illuminated his handsome, aristocratic face. I wasn’t even sure if I wanted him here. Right, or maybe I’m just kidding myself. I realized that I only saw him a couple of hours ago but it was as if I was seeing him again for the first time. My desire for him had never diminished. It’s still as profound and all-consuming as it was a year ago. I ached and yearned for him; and I don’t think that will ever change. He’s here now, in the same room. A few more steps and I could touch him. Even better, he could touch me.
I don’t know how long we stood there, just staring at each other. No one moved, not a single muscle. I had a sudden urge to cover myself, but why should I? This is my room. A few seconds passed and still no movement. His eyes never wavered. His gaze ripped through me and I felt devoured. Is he going to say anything?
“Are you lost Doctor Oliver?” Was that a smile? I think my heart just flipped.
“My sense of direction is perfect Mr. Snyder. I think the better question is why are you naked in my room?” Good answer Doctor Oliver.
“Your room? Better check your eyes then. As you can see, my bags are on the floor, my clothes are on the bed.” Reid slowly scanned the room; he seemed to doubt what I had just said.
“There must be some mistake. I was transferred to this room.”
“I don’t know what to tell you Doctor Oliver. You can stay or you can go, the door is right behind you.” Surprise, surprise. He didn’t budge.
“Could you please put some clothes on?”
“My room…my rules.” Take that Mr. Cool!
I think I like this little game. His heated scrutiny felt like tiny sparks all over my body. Like a defenseless prey, all my senses were heightened and yet a frisson of excitement coursed through my veins. It was quite exhilarating.
“To all our listeners just tuning in, tonight’s theme is Lovin’ in the 80’s and 90’s. This next song is a personal favorite of mine. I think my kid was conceived to this song! Released in 1984 and later named Billboard's number-one song of 1985, Careless Whisper by George Michael.”
The smooth, intoxicating notes of a saxophone filled the room. Like magic, it seemed to summon my deepest desires. Liquid heat emanated from every pore of my body. My feet moved forward and I pushed myself off the balcony.
I feel so unsure
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen and all its sad goodbyes
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
I stopped right in front of him, just a few inches apart. We’re almost the same height so we lined up perfectly; his eyes even bluer in the dark. My hands ached to touch him but I vowed that I would not. I needed to know that he felt the exact same desire, the same hunger that I felt. I couldn’t be alone in this, not anymore. All of a sudden, I felt his hand touch my right cheek and caress my chin. And that’s all I needed.
Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth, pain is that all you'll find
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
With or without your love
With our eyes firmly fastened on each other, I loosened his tie and slowly dropped it on the floor. Leaving my hand on his body, I leisurely dragged it across his chest as I moved right behind him.
“May I? I don’t think you’ll need this Doctor Oliver.” I whispered behind his ear as I slid the jacket off his shoulders.
He made no move to stop me. Reid turned his head slightly, following my every move. Our eyes never strayed. After a few moments, I was back right where I started, right in front of him.
“What do you think you’re doing?” His voice was so soft that I barely heard him. All I knew was that right here in this room was the only place I wanted to be.
Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now, who's gonna dance with me?
Please stay
“What we should have done a long time ago.” It was the God’s honest truth. Gazing at his flawless lips, I couldn’t wait to feel them pressed against mine.
“And what makes you think that I’d want what you’re offering?” I froze and hesitated for a moment. His hurtful words rupturing my already weak heart, I stepped back.
“Then why are you still here? You can leave at any time!”
My voice shook as I tried not to show how his words affected me. A few unkind words and I was ready to flee!
“Don’t dismiss me like I’m your servant Mr. Snyder. I didn’t want to be here in the first place.”
“Then it was true, what you said.” I might not have this chance to ask again.
“What are you talking about?” That’s funny. He looked really confused, like he had no idea what I was talking about!
“When you said that I was just someone from your past, just a fling, was that true?”
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
I wasn’t sure if he was going to answer. All I knew was that it couldn’t be true. The last couple of hours couldn’t have been just a dream. We didn’t even kiss and yet it had been the most sensual and intense experience of my life. Was it pathetic that the last time I felt this way was also the last time we were together?
“Why do you even care now? What…your boyfriend not enough for you? So you come here and mess up my life?”
“What the hell are you talking about? You’re the one who left without saying goodbye!” I was yelling, and I didn’t care.
“You already chose him, I saw you with my own two eyes at Java. Do you remember your last words to me? You said you didn’t give a damn. I think that made it pretty clear.”
I couldn’t believe it. If he had let me explain all those months ago, we wouldn’t be here now. We wouldn’t have wasted all this time. Damn him and his stupid pride! I'd had enough.
“You know what? If you really believed that, then I guess you’re more pathetic than I thought.”
(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone
(Now that you're gone) Was what I did so wrong?
So wrong that you had to leave me alone?
“So what are you telling me? Am I supposed to believe that you were never back with him? That you really wanted me...that you really chose me?”
“Who cares when I am nothing to you, just a fling remember?” The room was cold all of a sudden. I wrapped my arms around me, finally realizing how naked and vulnerable I was.
“I can’t do this anymore Reid. It hurts too much. I can’t look at you and not remember how you used to kiss me, how you looked at me, and touched me. And now, you tell me that it was all a lie.”
My shuddering voice betrayed me. Curiosity killed the cat. Isn’t that what they say? And now I wish I never knew.
“You need to leave Reid.” I headed towards the door. I couldn’t take anymore.
“Stop!” He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him. I hit his chest with a thud and I automatically grabbed his waist.
“Boy that song brings back memories huh? To our new listeners, we’re celebrating Lovin’ in the 80’s and 90’s. Here’s another hit from 1984. For all you folks thinkin’ about the one that got away. Missing You by John Waite.”
Everytime I think of you, I always catch my breath
And I'm still standing here, and you're miles away
And I'm wonderin' why you left
And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight
I hear your name in certain circles, and it always makes me smile
I spend my time thinkin' about you, and it's almost driving me wild
And there's a heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight
I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you, no matter what I might say
“Are you done?”
His hand was like steel around my arm, cool and firm. With my arm still wrapped around his adamant hand, I tried to break free but he was determined not to let me go.
“What do you want from me Mr. Snyder? Tell me, because I really want to know. I want to hear from your lips exactly what you want.”
You, that was what I wanted to say. That all I ever wanted was you. I wanted to say that whatever happens tonight, that my feelings would never change. I wanted to say that there wasn’t anyone else, that it’s always been him. But I didn’t.
There's a message in the wire, and I'm sending you this signal tonight
You don't know how desperate I've become
And it looks like I'm losing this fight
In your world I have no meaning, though I'm trying hard to understand
And it's my heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight
I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you, no matter what my friends say
And there's a message that I'm sending out, like a telegraph to your soul
And if I can't bridge this distance, stop this heartbreak overload
“Stay with me Reid. Be with me.”
“For how long? One hour? One night? One lifetime?”
“Yes.” There was no going back.
He let go of my arm and he started to walk forward, pushing me until the back of my legs hit the edge of the bed, then he stopped. I couldn’t stop looking at his hands, slowly unbuttoning his shirt. My knees started to buckle and I had no choice but to sit on the edge of the mattress. I looked up at him as he tugged his shirt out of his waistband.
I reached for his belt, the cold metal briefly cooling my overheated skin. Gently unbuckling it, the snapping sound firing my wanton imagination. Regaining my strength, I stood up and gently pushed him on the bed.
He smiled that sinful smile of his and he sat up expectantly. Crawling on my hands and knees, I finally reached him. I straddled his lap and gently combed his silky locks with my fingers. I pulled his hair not too gently, straining his graceful neck. I couldn’t help but taste it, lick it. And then finally, I claimed his waiting lips.
After a long and arduous year, I finally felt like I knew where I belonged. In his arms, I was welcomed and treasured. His eyes savored every inch of me. His lips worshipped every part of me.
“Is this what you want Luke?”
“Yes.” I whispered, not quite believing that I finally said it. No doubts this time.
“I want you so much it hurts. I just want to be with you Reid.” My eyes searched his, looking for any suspicions, any questions. There were none.
“But I don’t have any…” He put his finger on my lips.
“My wallet.”
I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself
And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight
Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself
Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
No matter what my friends might say, I ain't missing you...
Dizzy with anticipation, I lay beside him, turn on my stomach and counted the seconds.
“No, turn around. I want to see you, remember your face when you come.”
With nothing between us anymore, Reid held me in his arms, possessed me and I couldn’t get enough. Our breathing was almost synchronized as his thrusts became faster and more frenzied. My hands were everywhere, on his back, on his arms, on his ass. With my hands finally resting on his hips, I welcomed each push, each thrust. I felt as if I was out of my body, my mind so out of control as I reached the highest peak of ecstasy. Loud cries pierced the quiet night. With his breath still sharp against my face, he kissed me. His eyes were stormy but there was softness there. I kissed his fingertips as he brushed the hair away from my face.
“I love you Reid.”
(Saturday morning…front desk)
“Hello? Hey! This is Michelle calling from the front desk. Is JoAnne and Karen here already? Excellent...can you have them call me up here? I have a special assignment for them. Thanks.”
A/N 2: I originally planned to have a "fade to black" kind of love scene but thought nah...LuRe always need a sex scene damn it! It has to be a rule right? LOL So I thought I might as well write one! Thanks for reading! :D
Author: sirenanne999
Rating: lite R? :)
Summary: Luke travels to Dallas and makes a discovery.
Disclaimer: Characters owned by ATWT, CBS, and P&G. Only wish they were mine.
Author's Notes: Hugs and kisses to all who left comments and took the time to read! Thank you so so much! Again, special thanks to our very lovely lucsmum for being my beta, especially for this chapter! You rock so hard! :D
If you missed the previous parts, read here: PART 1/PART 2/PART 3
PART 4
“You’re here.”
My head snapped towards the sound. The figure in the room was shrouded in darkness but his deep, seductive voice was unmistakable.
“Reid?”
The figure moved forward and stopped a few paces in front of me. The brightness of the full moon illuminated his handsome, aristocratic face. I wasn’t even sure if I wanted him here. Right, or maybe I’m just kidding myself. I realized that I only saw him a couple of hours ago but it was as if I was seeing him again for the first time. My desire for him had never diminished. It’s still as profound and all-consuming as it was a year ago. I ached and yearned for him; and I don’t think that will ever change. He’s here now, in the same room. A few more steps and I could touch him. Even better, he could touch me.
I don’t know how long we stood there, just staring at each other. No one moved, not a single muscle. I had a sudden urge to cover myself, but why should I? This is my room. A few seconds passed and still no movement. His eyes never wavered. His gaze ripped through me and I felt devoured. Is he going to say anything?
“Are you lost Doctor Oliver?” Was that a smile? I think my heart just flipped.
“My sense of direction is perfect Mr. Snyder. I think the better question is why are you naked in my room?” Good answer Doctor Oliver.
“Your room? Better check your eyes then. As you can see, my bags are on the floor, my clothes are on the bed.” Reid slowly scanned the room; he seemed to doubt what I had just said.
“There must be some mistake. I was transferred to this room.”
“I don’t know what to tell you Doctor Oliver. You can stay or you can go, the door is right behind you.” Surprise, surprise. He didn’t budge.
“Could you please put some clothes on?”
“My room…my rules.” Take that Mr. Cool!
I think I like this little game. His heated scrutiny felt like tiny sparks all over my body. Like a defenseless prey, all my senses were heightened and yet a frisson of excitement coursed through my veins. It was quite exhilarating.
“To all our listeners just tuning in, tonight’s theme is Lovin’ in the 80’s and 90’s. This next song is a personal favorite of mine. I think my kid was conceived to this song! Released in 1984 and later named Billboard's number-one song of 1985, Careless Whisper by George Michael.”
The smooth, intoxicating notes of a saxophone filled the room. Like magic, it seemed to summon my deepest desires. Liquid heat emanated from every pore of my body. My feet moved forward and I pushed myself off the balcony.
I feel so unsure
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen and all its sad goodbyes
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
I stopped right in front of him, just a few inches apart. We’re almost the same height so we lined up perfectly; his eyes even bluer in the dark. My hands ached to touch him but I vowed that I would not. I needed to know that he felt the exact same desire, the same hunger that I felt. I couldn’t be alone in this, not anymore. All of a sudden, I felt his hand touch my right cheek and caress my chin. And that’s all I needed.
Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth, pain is that all you'll find
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
With or without your love
With our eyes firmly fastened on each other, I loosened his tie and slowly dropped it on the floor. Leaving my hand on his body, I leisurely dragged it across his chest as I moved right behind him.
“May I? I don’t think you’ll need this Doctor Oliver.” I whispered behind his ear as I slid the jacket off his shoulders.
He made no move to stop me. Reid turned his head slightly, following my every move. Our eyes never strayed. After a few moments, I was back right where I started, right in front of him.
“What do you think you’re doing?” His voice was so soft that I barely heard him. All I knew was that right here in this room was the only place I wanted to be.
Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now, who's gonna dance with me?
Please stay
“What we should have done a long time ago.” It was the God’s honest truth. Gazing at his flawless lips, I couldn’t wait to feel them pressed against mine.
“And what makes you think that I’d want what you’re offering?” I froze and hesitated for a moment. His hurtful words rupturing my already weak heart, I stepped back.
“Then why are you still here? You can leave at any time!”
My voice shook as I tried not to show how his words affected me. A few unkind words and I was ready to flee!
“Don’t dismiss me like I’m your servant Mr. Snyder. I didn’t want to be here in the first place.”
“Then it was true, what you said.” I might not have this chance to ask again.
“What are you talking about?” That’s funny. He looked really confused, like he had no idea what I was talking about!
“When you said that I was just someone from your past, just a fling, was that true?”
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
I wasn’t sure if he was going to answer. All I knew was that it couldn’t be true. The last couple of hours couldn’t have been just a dream. We didn’t even kiss and yet it had been the most sensual and intense experience of my life. Was it pathetic that the last time I felt this way was also the last time we were together?
“Why do you even care now? What…your boyfriend not enough for you? So you come here and mess up my life?”
“What the hell are you talking about? You’re the one who left without saying goodbye!” I was yelling, and I didn’t care.
“You already chose him, I saw you with my own two eyes at Java. Do you remember your last words to me? You said you didn’t give a damn. I think that made it pretty clear.”
I couldn’t believe it. If he had let me explain all those months ago, we wouldn’t be here now. We wouldn’t have wasted all this time. Damn him and his stupid pride! I'd had enough.
“You know what? If you really believed that, then I guess you’re more pathetic than I thought.”
(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone
(Now that you're gone) Was what I did so wrong?
So wrong that you had to leave me alone?
“So what are you telling me? Am I supposed to believe that you were never back with him? That you really wanted me...that you really chose me?”
“Who cares when I am nothing to you, just a fling remember?” The room was cold all of a sudden. I wrapped my arms around me, finally realizing how naked and vulnerable I was.
“I can’t do this anymore Reid. It hurts too much. I can’t look at you and not remember how you used to kiss me, how you looked at me, and touched me. And now, you tell me that it was all a lie.”
My shuddering voice betrayed me. Curiosity killed the cat. Isn’t that what they say? And now I wish I never knew.
“You need to leave Reid.” I headed towards the door. I couldn’t take anymore.
“Stop!” He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him. I hit his chest with a thud and I automatically grabbed his waist.
“Boy that song brings back memories huh? To our new listeners, we’re celebrating Lovin’ in the 80’s and 90’s. Here’s another hit from 1984. For all you folks thinkin’ about the one that got away. Missing You by John Waite.”
Everytime I think of you, I always catch my breath
And I'm still standing here, and you're miles away
And I'm wonderin' why you left
And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight
I hear your name in certain circles, and it always makes me smile
I spend my time thinkin' about you, and it's almost driving me wild
And there's a heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight
I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you, no matter what I might say
“Are you done?”
His hand was like steel around my arm, cool and firm. With my arm still wrapped around his adamant hand, I tried to break free but he was determined not to let me go.
“What do you want from me Mr. Snyder? Tell me, because I really want to know. I want to hear from your lips exactly what you want.”
You, that was what I wanted to say. That all I ever wanted was you. I wanted to say that whatever happens tonight, that my feelings would never change. I wanted to say that there wasn’t anyone else, that it’s always been him. But I didn’t.
There's a message in the wire, and I'm sending you this signal tonight
You don't know how desperate I've become
And it looks like I'm losing this fight
In your world I have no meaning, though I'm trying hard to understand
And it's my heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight
I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you, no matter what my friends say
And there's a message that I'm sending out, like a telegraph to your soul
And if I can't bridge this distance, stop this heartbreak overload
“Stay with me Reid. Be with me.”
“For how long? One hour? One night? One lifetime?”
“Yes.” There was no going back.
He let go of my arm and he started to walk forward, pushing me until the back of my legs hit the edge of the bed, then he stopped. I couldn’t stop looking at his hands, slowly unbuttoning his shirt. My knees started to buckle and I had no choice but to sit on the edge of the mattress. I looked up at him as he tugged his shirt out of his waistband.
I reached for his belt, the cold metal briefly cooling my overheated skin. Gently unbuckling it, the snapping sound firing my wanton imagination. Regaining my strength, I stood up and gently pushed him on the bed.
He smiled that sinful smile of his and he sat up expectantly. Crawling on my hands and knees, I finally reached him. I straddled his lap and gently combed his silky locks with my fingers. I pulled his hair not too gently, straining his graceful neck. I couldn’t help but taste it, lick it. And then finally, I claimed his waiting lips.
After a long and arduous year, I finally felt like I knew where I belonged. In his arms, I was welcomed and treasured. His eyes savored every inch of me. His lips worshipped every part of me.
“Is this what you want Luke?”
“Yes.” I whispered, not quite believing that I finally said it. No doubts this time.
“I want you so much it hurts. I just want to be with you Reid.” My eyes searched his, looking for any suspicions, any questions. There were none.
“But I don’t have any…” He put his finger on my lips.
“My wallet.”
I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself
And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight
Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself
Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
No matter what my friends might say, I ain't missing you...
Dizzy with anticipation, I lay beside him, turn on my stomach and counted the seconds.
“No, turn around. I want to see you, remember your face when you come.”
With nothing between us anymore, Reid held me in his arms, possessed me and I couldn’t get enough. Our breathing was almost synchronized as his thrusts became faster and more frenzied. My hands were everywhere, on his back, on his arms, on his ass. With my hands finally resting on his hips, I welcomed each push, each thrust. I felt as if I was out of my body, my mind so out of control as I reached the highest peak of ecstasy. Loud cries pierced the quiet night. With his breath still sharp against my face, he kissed me. His eyes were stormy but there was softness there. I kissed his fingertips as he brushed the hair away from my face.
“I love you Reid.”
(Saturday morning…front desk)
“Hello? Hey! This is Michelle calling from the front desk. Is JoAnne and Karen here already? Excellent...can you have them call me up here? I have a special assignment for them. Thanks.”
A/N 2: I originally planned to have a "fade to black" kind of love scene but thought nah...LuRe always need a sex scene damn it! It has to be a rule right? LOL So I thought I might as well write one! Thanks for reading! :D