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I dunno what's wrong with me lately.
I'm not eating much...I haven't been hungry for the past like...3 days.
And so I'm eating just cause I know I probably should...but because I'm barely eating, I have no energy...
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Today's Halloween.
I used to make such a big deal about it.
Plan elaborate costumes and make them...
I was gonna do that again this year...we were gonna be Lydia and Beetlejuice. BUT - he has to work.
I can't be Lydia without Beetlejuice...that's just silly.
So.
I was gonna be cleopatra - cause of my hair...but I couldn't get it all together AND make it today, so I'd have to buy one...and those costumes rarely ever fit me...thanks, Fat America, for raising the sizing standards to fit your ass.
I always have to alter them...and I don't have the time and energy for THAT.
So.
I have a costume from like 3 years ago I could wear...but for a person that almost never repeats dresses, I NEVER repeat costumes.
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I dunno.
And then my mom gave me guilt...she keeps telling me how happy she is that I'm home...and so, I feel bad about wanting to go to Carols halloween party...or Danny's halloween party...
"If you stay home, we can make dinner and watch scary movies!"
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Happy Halloween...
I'm not eating much...I haven't been hungry for the past like...3 days.
And so I'm eating just cause I know I probably should...but because I'm barely eating, I have no energy...
=/
Today's Halloween.
I used to make such a big deal about it.
Plan elaborate costumes and make them...
I was gonna do that again this year...we were gonna be Lydia and Beetlejuice. BUT - he has to work.
I can't be Lydia without Beetlejuice...that's just silly.
So.
I was gonna be cleopatra - cause of my hair...but I couldn't get it all together AND make it today, so I'd have to buy one...and those costumes rarely ever fit me...thanks, Fat America, for raising the sizing standards to fit your ass.
I always have to alter them...and I don't have the time and energy for THAT.
So.
I have a costume from like 3 years ago I could wear...but for a person that almost never repeats dresses, I NEVER repeat costumes.
=/
I dunno.
And then my mom gave me guilt...she keeps telling me how happy she is that I'm home...and so, I feel bad about wanting to go to Carols halloween party...or Danny's halloween party...
"If you stay home, we can make dinner and watch scary movies!"
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Happy Halloween...