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I hear wedding bells ring...
Did I mention I'm getting married in 28 DAYS! How weird is that? I can't believe I'm getting married in less than a month. If you had told me a year ago I'd be 7 months pregnant and getting married, I would not believe you. It is literally the craziest thing that has ever happened to me.
Its so close, but there is so much to do! We haven't even sent out the wedding invitations yet. And, that's actually not my fault. I mean I've got the text for the invitation all ready to be printed, but has anyone gone and actually gotten them printed? No. I don't think my parents are taking this as seriously as they should. I guess they are in denial. It's a little annoying.
I've got my dress, but I can't get it altered until next weekend. And that's because I have a fetus growing in my uterus and I'm pretty sure I'll get bigger from now until saturday. But, I've got my wedding jewelry, wedding shoes; which I am SUPER excited about wearing. I still need to get a strapless bra. Hannah's MoH dress is adorable. Like I would wear it. We have matching shoes, well hers are black and mine are white, obviously.
Anyway, there's still a shit load of things to do. Plus I've got a major project due in two weeks, that I have yet to begin building.
I can feel the stress creeping up on me. I mean it is taking everything I have to keep my head above all this. I just want school to be over for right now. I want it to be summer. I want a full summer without school. Which I will get this summer, so I'm really excited about that. However, I'll be giving birth this summer, so that kind of puts a wrench in my relaxing plans for the summer. Or rather, the rest of my life.
Which reminds me, I am 26 weeks and 3 days pregnant (approximately guys) today. I feel the baby kick me nonstop. It is truly an incredible experience. It is so unreal to see your stomach move knowing there is someone inside of you. I can actually tell the difference between a hand punching me from a kick. I can even tell when the baby is moving positions in my stomach. They are very distinct feelings and it is so cool!
I want to go get one of those 3d/4d ultrasounds. I have seen a lot of them and it is amazing at how closely accurate the facial characteristics are to when the baby is actually outside of the womb. That is what I am most excited about. I want to see what my baby will look like!
I also am getting a little antsy about decorating and getting the nursery ready. And it is currently a problem because, we have no nursery! Stephen and I don't live together yet and we are waiting to decorate the nursery until we have our own apartment. And we can't get an apartment because we have to have money to get the apartment. And it's just a lot of money at one time to do anything. Plus Stephen is waiting on a possible job opportunity, and won't know anything until April 1st. So things are a little hectic around here with the living situation. And i refuse, REFUSE to live with either of our parents. I don't care. Don't try and tell me its better financially. Because you are wasting your breath. I will not live with my parents after I am married. Thats where I draw the line. Its a pride thing. So for everyone out there telling me that I should drop out of school and move in with my parents, you can shove it where the sun don't shine. I did not bust my ass in school this year to drop out and move back in with my parents. Sorry, don't think so.
Wedding shower is next weekend. Holy shit. I don't even know what I'm wearing. And I'm trying to convice Stephen to come with me, but he wants to go to some stupid Air show that is 2 days long, so he could go sunday. Mainly I don't want to open up all those gifts by myself because it's weird having all those eyes on you at one time. Its a lot of pressure.
Anyway, I just wanted to write because I have no one to talk to. It is surprisingly lonely sometimes in Auburn. Most of the time I don't notice because I'm so busy. Plus Stephen is being annoying this week and wants to not talk to me.
Wedding in one month
Baby in three months!
GET
OUT
OF
TOWN!
Did I mention I'm getting married in 28 DAYS! How weird is that? I can't believe I'm getting married in less than a month. If you had told me a year ago I'd be 7 months pregnant and getting married, I would not believe you. It is literally the craziest thing that has ever happened to me.
Its so close, but there is so much to do! We haven't even sent out the wedding invitations yet. And, that's actually not my fault. I mean I've got the text for the invitation all ready to be printed, but has anyone gone and actually gotten them printed? No. I don't think my parents are taking this as seriously as they should. I guess they are in denial. It's a little annoying.
I've got my dress, but I can't get it altered until next weekend. And that's because I have a fetus growing in my uterus and I'm pretty sure I'll get bigger from now until saturday. But, I've got my wedding jewelry, wedding shoes; which I am SUPER excited about wearing. I still need to get a strapless bra. Hannah's MoH dress is adorable. Like I would wear it. We have matching shoes, well hers are black and mine are white, obviously.
Anyway, there's still a shit load of things to do. Plus I've got a major project due in two weeks, that I have yet to begin building.
I can feel the stress creeping up on me. I mean it is taking everything I have to keep my head above all this. I just want school to be over for right now. I want it to be summer. I want a full summer without school. Which I will get this summer, so I'm really excited about that. However, I'll be giving birth this summer, so that kind of puts a wrench in my relaxing plans for the summer. Or rather, the rest of my life.
Which reminds me, I am 26 weeks and 3 days pregnant (approximately guys) today. I feel the baby kick me nonstop. It is truly an incredible experience. It is so unreal to see your stomach move knowing there is someone inside of you. I can actually tell the difference between a hand punching me from a kick. I can even tell when the baby is moving positions in my stomach. They are very distinct feelings and it is so cool!
I want to go get one of those 3d/4d ultrasounds. I have seen a lot of them and it is amazing at how closely accurate the facial characteristics are to when the baby is actually outside of the womb. That is what I am most excited about. I want to see what my baby will look like!
I also am getting a little antsy about decorating and getting the nursery ready. And it is currently a problem because, we have no nursery! Stephen and I don't live together yet and we are waiting to decorate the nursery until we have our own apartment. And we can't get an apartment because we have to have money to get the apartment. And it's just a lot of money at one time to do anything. Plus Stephen is waiting on a possible job opportunity, and won't know anything until April 1st. So things are a little hectic around here with the living situation. And i refuse, REFUSE to live with either of our parents. I don't care. Don't try and tell me its better financially. Because you are wasting your breath. I will not live with my parents after I am married. Thats where I draw the line. Its a pride thing. So for everyone out there telling me that I should drop out of school and move in with my parents, you can shove it where the sun don't shine. I did not bust my ass in school this year to drop out and move back in with my parents. Sorry, don't think so.
Wedding shower is next weekend. Holy shit. I don't even know what I'm wearing. And I'm trying to convice Stephen to come with me, but he wants to go to some stupid Air show that is 2 days long, so he could go sunday. Mainly I don't want to open up all those gifts by myself because it's weird having all those eyes on you at one time. Its a lot of pressure.
Anyway, I just wanted to write because I have no one to talk to. It is surprisingly lonely sometimes in Auburn. Most of the time I don't notice because I'm so busy. Plus Stephen is being annoying this week and wants to not talk to me.
Wedding in one month
Baby in three months!
GET
OUT
OF
TOWN!