All the ways they hurt you.

[siren__siren]

don't cry for help
don't fix yourself
just live forever this way

our ears ring of disappointment
feel it when you shut that door
again and again and against the other side
she drowns in your...i give up face down the stairs and grip the banister fight to convince yourself that he still cares
(why don't you care?)

(please save me, i'm burning, i'm falling, goodbye)

i cannot kid myself anymore
i'm dying this way
"that's impossible," you say
but it was you who taught me to live this way, and i'm dying

you'll never walk again
after all the ways that they hurt you.
(hot eyes burn blue, fall thirteen flights)
rid of every last breath of discretion.
choke on distractions.
silence, please, boy.