prolly gonna start a fight
lately i have been having incredible dreams that drain me emotionally and make me unhappy and glum during the day. last night in particular i had a non-sequitorial one...
first, my parents informed me that we would be moving to AFRICA. now, surprisingly, i was not as adverse to this idea as i was the fact that this would RUIN MY PERFECT ATTENDANCE FOR FOUR YEARS. directly following, i took a drink from my mug with gardening tools on it and discovered that there was some horrible black liquid in it tasting not at all the delicious way black coffee does. then lexi appeared and laughed because she had put absinth in my mug when i was not looking. this may have had something to do with the comment i made to chelsea before sats on saturday. after that (bear with me, only two more parts), i went to a volleyball game and mr. simpson was there LIMPING onto the court!! ok, that part is only funny if you have ever seen mr. simpson limping around. LASTLY- i received my progress report that i was instructed to send to colleges, and, although there were a's, they were all 92.5s!! that wasn't so great, but luckily i woke up at that moment and thought about my previous funnier dreams and laughed among my mussed-up sheets and bedding.
ok, in other and more real news, i was thinking like last week about how i wish i had a huge crush on someone this year so i could do retarded girl things like walk by his locker and wear my favorite jeans on the days i would see him longest and stuff like that. because right now when i don't have something like that to distract me i just get depressed and cynical and restless and then i get too surrounded by work and unfun things.
so, being the rational person i am, i deduced that it was only the concept of this ideal hunka that i needed. so ok, i decided just to pick some random kid in the hallway and pretend/force myselfto like him and do abovementioned things. i tried this for about a day, and it didn’t work; primarily because i got him confused with another kid when i saw him in different clothes and because i didn’t know his schedule, but also because i just didn't care at all.
well, since i am a trooper, i decided to give this a try with someone i had actually seen before in my life and talked to. this didn't work either, primarily because i began to get bored with him but also because he started asking me why i kept showing up places.
watching my friends look stupid around boys is no longer enough. i have no options left to keep my life entertaining. i am turning into a senior vegetable.
regretfully,
xx.
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p.s. wow. isn't it funny that i took the sat ii lit test YESTERDAY and i cannot remember one single passage on it. huhh.
first, my parents informed me that we would be moving to AFRICA. now, surprisingly, i was not as adverse to this idea as i was the fact that this would RUIN MY PERFECT ATTENDANCE FOR FOUR YEARS. directly following, i took a drink from my mug with gardening tools on it and discovered that there was some horrible black liquid in it tasting not at all the delicious way black coffee does. then lexi appeared and laughed because she had put absinth in my mug when i was not looking. this may have had something to do with the comment i made to chelsea before sats on saturday. after that (bear with me, only two more parts), i went to a volleyball game and mr. simpson was there LIMPING onto the court!! ok, that part is only funny if you have ever seen mr. simpson limping around. LASTLY- i received my progress report that i was instructed to send to colleges, and, although there were a's, they were all 92.5s!! that wasn't so great, but luckily i woke up at that moment and thought about my previous funnier dreams and laughed among my mussed-up sheets and bedding.
ok, in other and more real news, i was thinking like last week about how i wish i had a huge crush on someone this year so i could do retarded girl things like walk by his locker and wear my favorite jeans on the days i would see him longest and stuff like that. because right now when i don't have something like that to distract me i just get depressed and cynical and restless and then i get too surrounded by work and unfun things.
so, being the rational person i am, i deduced that it was only the concept of this ideal hunka that i needed. so ok, i decided just to pick some random kid in the hallway and pretend/force myselfto like him and do abovementioned things. i tried this for about a day, and it didn’t work; primarily because i got him confused with another kid when i saw him in different clothes and because i didn’t know his schedule, but also because i just didn't care at all.
well, since i am a trooper, i decided to give this a try with someone i had actually seen before in my life and talked to. this didn't work either, primarily because i began to get bored with him but also because he started asking me why i kept showing up places.
watching my friends look stupid around boys is no longer enough. i have no options left to keep my life entertaining. i am turning into a senior vegetable.
regretfully,
xx.
:edit:
p.s. wow. isn't it funny that i took the sat ii lit test YESTERDAY and i cannot remember one single passage on it. huhh.