Oct 18, 2005 18:30
I hadn't talked to my female best friend since June. She was pregnant. She lives in Oklahoma, and I know she goes to bed kind of early. Every time I tried to call, I'd realize that it was late, so I'd wait. I wrote her two letters, but she got neither. Today, I finally called. I happened to call her right after she gave birth to her baby boy, Keaton. He weighs 9lbs and some ounces and is 23 inches long! As far as I know, he's healthy and looks just like his mom. I didn't believe her when she said that she was in the hospital bed. I can't believe I hadn't checked on her! I started crying. I feel like I don't deserve friends. I think about them a lot, and care so much about them, but I never act on it. I'm like a man...
Well, like Justin, anyway.
So I might go to club on Thurday. I'm not sure it's going to happen, but I'm excited about it. I have my outfit picked out and everything. I went to buy shoes today.
Bleh. Just to let all of my friends know, It isn't that I don't care about you, I'm just not social by nature.