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[siren2586]

I wrote this earlier in the week when I was under the influence of Ambien.

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I am pulling up the pieces
Checking my surroundings
I am in deeper than I thought
There is a bright light
I can't ignore the light
Teasing
Tantalizing
I try but soon see the path ahead of me
It's bumpy
It's cold
It's covered in thorns
There are known unknown dangers between me and the light
The light holds the key
I must take the path
(you have no shoes)
I must take the walk
(you have no supplies)
I will take the walk
(you have made a decision)
I am taking the walk
(it's going to be hard)
It's going to be worth it
(what if it's the wrong decision?)
It's the right decision
(you've thought that before)
And now here I am