The Crazy Life
My life is so crazy. Things with Jay didn't work out as planned. He is , in a way very immature. He is very much in love with his X. I don't want to pursue someone who is in love with somebody else. Then I looked to my side and there is Rafael. He is attractive, smart, and responsible. The only thing is that he is black. I'm not racist in any way(my brother-in-law and my nephew are black). I had a bad experience and those sort of things will give you insecurities. But at the same time I like this kid. Another worry is that he has a kid. I've met Devon and he is beautiful but the last time I dated a guy with a kid, I ended up liking the kid more than I liked him. But I also want to take it really slowly with him. I want to make sure when the time comes to take it to the next level, that I can do that. But besides everythig is superb.