What I Feel
I feel nothing but pain.
Pain for many different reasons. Since my breakup I have felt very mad at myself, I am attempting to figure out what my problem is. One of my major problems is that I do not stand for what I want, regardless of the outcome. I also have trust issues with certain females.
I feel the need to apologize to people for the person I became. I feel like I like I had no control of my life. God has sent me on a mission to be nice to all people, I have since been out with Gia, and Melissa and hopefully sometime this next week I am going to go out with a girl who I wanted to date before, The Igloo Girl.
Right now at my church we are going through a revolutionary change and I am glad to be a part of it. The girl I seek is a girl who wants to be at church all the time, praise god and have fun doing it. She also needs to have a strong desire to know our lord as her personal lord and savior.
Time for me to get off my soap box
~~ K ~~
Pain for many different reasons. Since my breakup I have felt very mad at myself, I am attempting to figure out what my problem is. One of my major problems is that I do not stand for what I want, regardless of the outcome. I also have trust issues with certain females.
I feel the need to apologize to people for the person I became. I feel like I like I had no control of my life. God has sent me on a mission to be nice to all people, I have since been out with Gia, and Melissa and hopefully sometime this next week I am going to go out with a girl who I wanted to date before, The Igloo Girl.
Right now at my church we are going through a revolutionary change and I am glad to be a part of it. The girl I seek is a girl who wants to be at church all the time, praise god and have fun doing it. She also needs to have a strong desire to know our lord as her personal lord and savior.
Time for me to get off my soap box
~~ K ~~