hmm.

[sircnay]

A couple of weeks ago I woke up at 5am in the morning with my bedroom a mess and in the darkness I had a vision of a depressed little capuchin monkey waking up and buttoning his little coat and putting on his little hat with this look on his face that said he wished he had died in his sleep, and the next best thing that could happen to him that day would be to get hit by a semi-truck.

I realized in a sense that I was that monkey.