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Well, I cant sleep yet again so I am just going update so much as I can I guess...
I am sitting here thinking about all kinds of things, things that have been said and done, and things that are gone and probably will never be again, also things that were gone and back or I am wishing they would. (Mainly my friendship with April)
Well, about the whole April thing, I have said I am sorry and I dont really know what else to do, I hope to at least be on talking terms again soon, I dont know though...I dont know how she will react to that. I wish that we could have talked about the whole thing in person, instead of through notes or internet or LJ...I miss Jeff too, now that I never see April, I never see Jeff. which makes me sad...I wish I hadnt lost them..I take all the blame, if only I hadnt left April's house and only if I hadnt gone with them to Little Rock, or had I done something different we could still be the best friends that we were. She had helped me through problems and I hope I helped her.
Getting my mind off that, I had a really weird dream last night, I was at some weird school, and Chris, you were wearing a skirt and high heals to school, no clue dont ask..
In other news, I think next Wednesday I am going to take my skills part of the driver's test, if my Mom will let me...Also, I dont think I am going to get my GED until the end of the school year, It will just be easier on me...
Okay, I am done, I am going to go try to sleep and maybe finish this later....
Love,
AmyBob
I am sitting here thinking about all kinds of things, things that have been said and done, and things that are gone and probably will never be again, also things that were gone and back or I am wishing they would. (Mainly my friendship with April)
Well, about the whole April thing, I have said I am sorry and I dont really know what else to do, I hope to at least be on talking terms again soon, I dont know though...I dont know how she will react to that. I wish that we could have talked about the whole thing in person, instead of through notes or internet or LJ...I miss Jeff too, now that I never see April, I never see Jeff. which makes me sad...I wish I hadnt lost them..I take all the blame, if only I hadnt left April's house and only if I hadnt gone with them to Little Rock, or had I done something different we could still be the best friends that we were. She had helped me through problems and I hope I helped her.
Getting my mind off that, I had a really weird dream last night, I was at some weird school, and Chris, you were wearing a skirt and high heals to school, no clue dont ask..
In other news, I think next Wednesday I am going to take my skills part of the driver's test, if my Mom will let me...Also, I dont think I am going to get my GED until the end of the school year, It will just be easier on me...
Okay, I am done, I am going to go try to sleep and maybe finish this later....
Love,
AmyBob