My Apoligies
Ok, i didnt have time to properly say sorry to the people that i may have hurt last night by being depress. yeah, beleive it or not i was depressed. I guess i cant be chipper and happy 24-7 like everyone thinks that i can. But everyone who knows me knows that unless you severly hurt me, i get over things rather quickly. So im better and i want to say that i am very sorry erin for being like i was to you last night, and i do love you and im still here for you if you ever need me to be. Thank you for understanding me and keeping me from dropping like a rock. Like i said im very sorry..... And to Ashley, thank you so much for listening to me and telling me to get over it. You two prolly saved me from a sucide attempt. I was so thinking about it, and the ways to do it. I was crying over myself about how much of a failure i was. I took all my pictures down off of the wall and i was ready to burn them because i wasnt going to need them anymore..... then i turned around and saw the conversation that erin and i had, and my conversation with ashley. I read those and i realized that im not a failure.... you cant be a failure if you have friends who care about you this much. I have done something right in this world..... ive also done things wrong, but that happens. I am so glad that i have friends out there who care enough to love me for who i am and not for what they want me to be...... thank you both and to everyone out there.......