Singleism....... it Plagues me

[siralan187]

Well, sadly to say, im stingle again. Last night Kristen and I talked and her dad found out i was a little older than he thought i was *he thought i was 17, not 19* and he didnt like it all too much, so now Kristen and I are good friends. I told my parents everything and they were like, well you have to go with what her father says, not much you

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I still love you

[babygurlthang]

Alan
Its Kristen. I love you so much and all of this is killing me. I can't stand not being with you, talking to you,s eeing you, and especially kissing you. You're the first guy I've felt this strongly for and its swept out from under me! I hate my parents for doing this to me, but I know that we'll find a way. I want to be with you again. Whatever I have to do I'll be with you. That is only if I know you want to be with me. I have to know I'm fighting for something, not just a pointless battle with a heartbreaking battle. I love you so much and will turn all of this around, you'll see. Ages don't matter when love is involved. My parents may think it does, but what do they know, they know nothing about us, how serious we are, and how much we care for each other. You treat me like a princess, and you make me feel so good in life. You make me smile, when I'm down, and even through all this you still can make me smile. I hope to talk to you again, soon. Like you once told me.....I love you more than there are stars in the heavens.
Love Always and Forever
Kristen Howse
xoxo

Re: I still love you

[tonyzgirl15]

hey girl,i don't know you, but i used to be good friends with alan. alan and i fought a while back, and kinda messed up the friendship, so to hear about this didn't really bother me all that much. but after thinkin about it, and realizing...this is exactly what happened to me a year ago, to the guy i thought i would marry. his mom made him braek up with me, and it was the worst time of my life. unfortunately, after convincing me i no longer had a chance with him (to make him feel better) i found another guy whom i have deeply fallen in love with and am marrying next year, then he chose to come back into my life. i didn't believe it myself, but things will get better. and i promise if you fight it won't be for a lost cause. it'll work if you really love eachother.

Re: I still love you

[babygurlthang]

No worries about it anymore. I'm over Alan. He knows this and we're both ok with it. I was caught up with the moment when I wrote all that I wrote. My mind was wandering for the most part. Thank you though for your advice. I haven't found my true love yet but I know he's out there somewhere~~~~~~~~