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ugh. i feel so sucky. i've had a sore throat for about three weeks now. over the weekend it got really bad. my lymph nodes are all swollen, i've had 100* fever everyday, throbbing headaches. strep? i tested negative but my doctor gave me penicillin to treat it as though it was. the last time i went to the doctors, tested negative for strep, took penicillin, yet the symptoms still persisted it was....mono. you can't get it twice they say, but my doctor said in rare cases you can and of course i will probably be that rare case. if so, this will suck in so many ways. i most likely wont be able to work, can't work out and therefore will gain back the little weight i've lost, and feel like shit for the next two weeks or so. i'm praying to god that when i wake up tomorrow, i will be like "what pain? i have no pain!" highly unlikely. my lower left abdomen wasn't hurting but now that it's supposed to when you have mono it's suddenly starting to hurt and i have a fear my spleen is goign to explode and kill me in any minute. which i probably wouldn't mind because this pain is becoming unbearable, and the four ib profen every four hours on the dot isn't even helping. i hate my throat.