May 28, 2005 22:35
i've been having a really good time lately, almost too good. i've been going out everynight, except tonight, which is weird cause it's saturday. anyways. i went downtown last night with my sister and her friends to see our friend Liz's brother play in a band at the alehouse. He was actually pretty good. I'm not realy into that kind of music, but it was pretty good. After that we went to Foreplay where it was the usual highschool reunion as always. I used to say I hate the summers when everyone would come back from college, but I'm starting to like it now, I'm not so bitter anymore. But I did run into Bobbys 'girlfriend' which was weird because everyone kept telling me she left for Iraq. I was getting a drink and i turn around to see this girl STARING me down. It looked like her, but again everyone told me she was in Iraq. Guess they were saying that to make me feel better like i didn't have to worry about her. But it was her. Usually I would let it ruin my night and sulk etc, but I didn't. I had a good time inspite of it. My sister was there and gave her a "what you looking at bitch" kinda thing. LoL. Gotta love her. So my sister and her friends became bored and wanted to leave at 12, I didn't. I called Pat, who I have a major crush on but it's one of those things where I dont really want a relationship with him because I know it wouldn't work and he's a realy great friend. but anyways, he finally called me back and met up with me and we went to the Old Port Tavern and i was drunk enough so I danced, ha. He's so sweet. My sister dressed me up too in like tihs cute halter top, she said I need to start dressing sexier to get me some man. Ha. My usual attire is a tshirt, jeans and flip flops. So I looked really cute, but to look cute I can't wear a coat so he kept offering me his coat but I kept denying it so he just started rubbing my back to keep me warm. He's so sweet. The only thing is he never really calls me, unless he's like out at the oldport. We usually talk on AIM. Or I usually call him, which i've decided to stop doing because he doesn't call me so maybe i should lay off of calling him. The games we play...? Tomorrow I'm going to NH for my friends grad party, well he's kinda a friend. I was invited to go along with my other friends and I have a feeling that I was invited to go with them so I could be the DD on the way home. They say they will drive but they plan on getting trashed, and then they would say they are okay to drive but driving drunk doesn't fly with me at all. So I'll probably end up driving, but I'm still debating on whether or not I should go. Hmmph.