i got to thinking
so i got to thinking that i filled this livejournal with things that really didn't matter to me and really weren't too important to my pursuit of the land of milk and honey... i mean really the only reason i'm writing now is because i'm bored to T-E-A-R-S. I'm getting on with my life now, which is a good thing.... growing up a lot, realizing that i can't stand to live at home again. I guess my largest problem at home is my lack of identity and freedom... I get lumped in with my brother and his overwhelming mass of crap. I don't want to say he is a bit of a freak but he kinda is and i don't want to say alot of people literally think he is retarded in some way but i guess I just did. I guess what I am saying is that I have had a lot of crap thrown at me since I moved to Malaysia but instead of running home to mommy like to of my siblings I picked my tattered self up and dealt... this is still meaninglass crap and rambling by the way :)
I'm settling in very well here at the school and despite the massive amount of things I have had and do have to buy I haven't spent half as much as I dreaded I would have to. I still have another month and a half till i get paid but i'm confident with some planning it'll all work out. unless i have to go back to the hospital... that threw a wrench in everything! :)
I'm settling in very well here at the school and despite the massive amount of things I have had and do have to buy I haven't spent half as much as I dreaded I would have to. I still have another month and a half till i get paid but i'm confident with some planning it'll all work out. unless i have to go back to the hospital... that threw a wrench in everything! :)