To: Everyone who thinks I have dropped off the face of the earth.
ok so... more then a few people think ive fallen off the face of the earth....well, shit happens. i did graduate from high school. i did go to college for a little while. it took me a couple months, but i finally have a pretty good job, and on tuesday i'll probably have two pretty good jobs. the focal point i'm trying to make here is that i'm not in college... i dropped out of college, it was too expensive and i wasn't interested enough in what i was doing. i would rather get burnt for 3,000 dollars then get burnt for 30,000 dollars in the long run. so, in order to pay for that, i work. alot. if i'm not going to school right now, i am not gonna waste my time doing absolutely nothing to advance my life to the next stages. i do have ambitions to move out and be on my own and prepare my life to the point where i can comfortably own a house and have a family and all that shit. it takes time. the sooner i get through this bullshit stage of my life, i can go ahead and get to the next stage.
i had no job for a month, i racked up 2500 on credit cards. i have a 90 dollar a month cellphone bill. insurance on a ford mustang is more then 300 dollars a month. i have to pay ben franklin institute, and a federal government loan, every month. i never have money but i am never late on a payment. i only work 30 hours a week as of the time of writing this, so i never really have any money to myself, besides money to buy gas and smokes and food.i could go ahead and not pay my bills and fuck up my future.but i dont. see, this is called responsibility. i have a perfect credit rating and i don't want to fuck that up and have to be dependent on everyone else for the rest of my life. after working twelve hour days all the time, i'm a little worn out. and to tell you the truth, most of the time it's just glorious to kick back on my time off and just take it easy. i'm probably about to be working 60 to 70 hours a week, i want to pay off everything to everyone i owe, and i'll have even less time to spend and less time to relax.
also take into consideration that i have a very serious girlfriend that i've been seeing for over a year now. guess what everyone? shit changes. life is full of changes. it's all part of growing up. obviously, i want to spend as much time with her as possible... and i do. i'm not ditching anyone. i'm just spending my time with who i want to spend it with. don't be offended, it's not like i hate anyone or anything. you would do the same. anyone without alot of free time would understand.
i dunno i guess im just frustrated and grumpy about everyone and everything lately. if ne1 has something to say then go ahead and say it.
---- s-rac -----
i had no job for a month, i racked up 2500 on credit cards. i have a 90 dollar a month cellphone bill. insurance on a ford mustang is more then 300 dollars a month. i have to pay ben franklin institute, and a federal government loan, every month. i never have money but i am never late on a payment. i only work 30 hours a week as of the time of writing this, so i never really have any money to myself, besides money to buy gas and smokes and food.i could go ahead and not pay my bills and fuck up my future.but i dont. see, this is called responsibility. i have a perfect credit rating and i don't want to fuck that up and have to be dependent on everyone else for the rest of my life. after working twelve hour days all the time, i'm a little worn out. and to tell you the truth, most of the time it's just glorious to kick back on my time off and just take it easy. i'm probably about to be working 60 to 70 hours a week, i want to pay off everything to everyone i owe, and i'll have even less time to spend and less time to relax.
also take into consideration that i have a very serious girlfriend that i've been seeing for over a year now. guess what everyone? shit changes. life is full of changes. it's all part of growing up. obviously, i want to spend as much time with her as possible... and i do. i'm not ditching anyone. i'm just spending my time with who i want to spend it with. don't be offended, it's not like i hate anyone or anything. you would do the same. anyone without alot of free time would understand.
i dunno i guess im just frustrated and grumpy about everyone and everything lately. if ne1 has something to say then go ahead and say it.
---- s-rac -----