Nov 16, 2004 22:45
im updating for my beloved grace who gets joy from reading what i write. ain't that sweet?
today i practically walked into tongue boy, you know, the im not paying attention to whats in front of me type of walk into. boy is he a hottie. i want that tongue ring... Grace, tomorrow, we will make another attempt!
i almost peed my panties today in gym. matt went running behind justin and their legs got tangled up and SMACK! they both hit the floor hard. woo, and boy did i laugh! luckily, grace and i happen to be masters at badmitten. anyways, enough about badmitten and boys with nice peircings and on to bigger and better things.
as we all know, my birthday is next week and i am very saddened to say i don't think its going to be a good one at all. i have to go to school and take all these tests, turn and projects, and turn in papers. then i'll be coming home to a driveway that lacks a vehicle with my name on it. on top of it all, my daddy is having major surgury done tomorrow, and well, hes still going to be in pain and be all pissy on my birthday. but on the brightside of it all, i'll be geeting food and then i get to look foward to not only my favorite holiday, but also the less formal day of my birth. that makes it sound all special. im so excited about thanksgiving! woo!
today i was half listening on sam's and paiges conversation and to make a long story short, i think i heard sam say that he liked kadie. ouch. i wish i would listen to my insticts for once. they are always right. i hate them for that. i hate how im shy. if i had jumped out there and took a chance, just maybe i would have wooed him. oh well, atleast im done with the trying to just noticed or trying to impress, i can let it all hang out now. im done with looking for love. but to be honest, im not as crushed as i thought i would be. actualy, im not crushed at all.
woo, long boring one but i have a boring life, so tough.