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so its around that time of ther year again, the best or so called best in people is brought out in true colors. im finding things odd these days. im not sure what exactly to think of life and my choices for my future. im back to feeling somewhat lost again like i was in my junior year of high school. it just seems so bleak, so dark, but at the same time i see a vast amount of possiblities. But i can only feel as though even more and more difficulties are around every corner. its not really that i have doubt in myself, i dont really do that anymore i just feel like i get more barriers put in my way, more than i deserve. they wont stop me, ive proven to myself more than anyone that im unstoppable. no matter what i come across i get through it but i find myself worn out and i dont want to have to push so much for something little thats positive to happen for me. just seems unfair is all. Im sue im not the only one, just every year just seems that its getting tougher. and not little by little either, its spikes up and im tired of it. i cant numb myself, my hearts too big, i cant walk away anymore, it doesnt satisfy. I guess im just finally losing my grip and i feel my fingers begining to sleep