Four weeks to go
Well so here I am. Four weeks to go until i enter my trial of fire to become a soldier in the army. Too bad the marines didnt take that was kind of a disapointment but whatever its their loss. I have been going through a shitload of changes in getting ready for this career. I feel a lot more mature and feeling that way its hard to look at people without noticing how much they still need to grow up. Its awkward cause i dont want to do the same things as everybody, not like there is much to do around here anways, but still its hard. I was happy that me and my father got to have some father/son time. I hope that my friends with want to hang out soon and enjoy what little time i have left. At the same time I have been feeling like this damn town is pushing me to leave, I feel like a lot people want me the fuck out of here. Luckily I just cant wait to get out of this shit area we call a state. I just cant take the pressures from around here anymore. On a side note, I am very happy to see that so many people are coming to my sending off party. It makes this transition into a soldier a lot easier on me to know that when i get back from training, I'll have friends to come back to. Well thats all i can think of for now, whoever takes the time to read this I hope you have a good day and/or night